Broken

Chapter 1

“i trusted you but now your words mean nothing to me, because your actions spoke the truth”.

Sydney's POV

»“Move it dweeb”

“why are even here?”

“your not needed here!”

“you're just like them, the unwanted ones”

“get out of my way slut!”

“When someone say your beautiful and smart dont believe them, because you're ugly as fxck and damn stupid!”«

The voices, actually human voices, reminded me. That I'm unworthy, unwanted, useless and ugly. Everyone I loved, hated me to the core, I didn't believe their words but I believed their actions. For they told me the truth. Everyone whom I hanged out with, left in rain to get drenched, no longer paying me any mind, speaking to me nor asking me questions.  Everyone who I trusted,used me. Not only mentally but physically

I wondered down the halls, on my way to they library. The bell rang a minute ago signalling its lunch time. I no longer go into the cafeteria, for I don't belong there.  I now carry my lunch and eat it in the library, with the permission of Mrs. Taylor-Lawrence, the librarian, of course.

I opened my knapsack to take my sandwich, when I bumped into someone and that someone had to be Sarah, my EX- best friend. She and her troop stared at me in confusion, must be wondering why I'm still going to this school.

“Sydney..” she sneered “i thought you committed suicide or something” she and her trooped laughed. I looked down, not wanting to show them how weak I am.

She roughly grabbed my chin, making me look at her, and punched me on my nose, whilst making a cracking sound. I stumbled backwards and fell.

I dropped the sandwich out of my hand and nursed my nose.
They cackled and high five  each other. “see ya later, Sydney” with that said, they walked off in triumph.

I didn't even bother getting up, and sat on the floor still nursing my now broken nose. A tear followed by another, followed by another fell down my cheek.

I suddenly got a feeling of being watched. Through my blurry eyesight, I searched around the halls, to see that its empty.

I cautiously got up and ran to the girls restroom. I looked at my ugly face in disgust. I looked away, not wanting to crack the mirror, as so the girls say “Dont look into the mirror too longer, it'll crack from your ugliness”.

I slid down onto the ground and sobbed softly.

Suddenly the door opened....