Mixed Colours

1

"Tiara, you are a beautiful young woman." My therapist says to me as I look down at my lap.

"I know, miss, you tell me everytime I sit down in this seat" I look up at my therapist I've had since I was a child. Shes nice, with long brown hair and a fair face. She has kind bright blue eyes. Unlike me with my dull green ones.

"I know I know but I need you to believe it." She smiles and sets her papers down.

"I'm trying" I say honestly then look over at the clock. "I have one minute left" I stand up and start picking my stuff off of the couch I was just set on.

"Okay, remember, Tiara, people are always going to try and knock you down but never give up, everything always happens for a reason" mrs. Dae says as she folds her hands in her lap.

"Are you proud of that one? Should I que the inspirational music?" I teasingly say as I throw my bag over my shoulder.

"Oh stop with the sass and shoo" she grins and motions me away with her hands.

"I'll see you next week, mrs. Dae" I wave back at her and open the door.

"I'll see you then, Tiara"

....

After my session my brother came to pick me up.

"Ashton, can we get McDonalds?" I ask as I throw my bag in the backseat then get in the front of his truck.

"Sure" he shrugs and puts his car in drive before leaving the buildings carpark.

"How was it?" He glances over at me.

I explain to him all that we talked about. I never keep secrets from my brother. He's the only thing I've got. Although I have my mother and father, they aren't there all the time. Ashton cares for me.

"That all sounds good. You're doing so much better, Tiara" he smiles and glances over at me again.

"Thanks, ash" I smile a little and look out the window.

"You know...T, in not gonna be around he house much longer..."

My head snaps to his direction "what...?" The word barely left my lips. Just barely escaped as a whisper.

"I have to move, Tiara, that college we talked about, remember?" He glances at me.

"No...n-no, Ashton...you can't leave me in that house." I sit up more straight in my seat as I stare at him in disbelief.

But all he did was grip the steering wheel tight. "I have to, T, it won't be far. 20-30 minute walk if you really want to leave."

I look at him for second longer hoping maybe he was kidding and this was just Ashton being Ashton, but he never did.

My life was finally and officially falling apart.

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It's been almost a month since Ashton moved out and there's been a new arrival at my school. A boy, whose name I don't know at the moment, flaming red hair spiked in all different directions.

His skin pale, beautiful, and his eyes bright. He seemed so...alive. with every movement. But all of that changed the second day of him being at the school.

My parents weren't cooperating so I've spent my past month huddled in my room on the phone with calum or ashton.

So this boy coming up to me and just quite literally knocking me Down, wasn't the best.

I get up to the sound of my my chemical romance alarm and slip on a plain black t-shirt with black Jeans and my black vans. Yeah yeah I know. Wow so much black but guess what. I have a purple leather jacket so suck it.

I slip that on and grab my phone. I sling my bag over my shoulder and try desperately to avoid my mother who was in the kitchen.

"Tiara, darling, grab the alive from the cabinet won't you?" She points to the medicine cabinet with a cigarette in her hand.

I sigh and go over and grab the bottle from the cabinet. I set it in front of her before turning around quickly and heading for the door.

"What, no love for your own mother?" She scoffs and holds open her arms. "You should be ashamed of your self. You know you're why my little ashy left"

"Mom, he left because of college" I roll my eyes and hug her as quick as possible.

"That's what he wants you to think" my mother says quietly.

"Whatever..." I shake my head and turn for the door again.

"Dont fucking sass me" she slams her hand down on the marble slab.

I flinch and open the door. I walk out calmly until I see calums old blue Honda round the corner.

I run up to the curb and wait impatiently for him to pull up so I could get in.

His brakes squeal quielty as he pushes on them. As soon as the car stopped I jump into the front seat.

"Thank god" I hold my bag in my lap before looking over at calum. "You could not have came any sooner"

He smiles and gets his cocky look on his face "well I mean...I try "

I shake my head and look out the window. "Just get us to school alive"

Calums driving wasnt the best and it was honeslty terrifying.

I clutch onto he door handle as he rounds a tight corner.

"Calum, we go around this corner everyday. You should know its there by now" I scold him as he pulls up to our school.

He just flashes me a smile and pulls into his parking spot.

Calum is...a badass...no one messes with calum which means no one messes with me...mostly.

But this one boy didn't know.

I smile back as I open the car door. "Lets just get to class"

I step out and fling my bag over my shoulder once again.

As were walking up to he school doors he stands close to me. He's exceptionally bigger than me and whenever he's next to me he seems even bigger, protective even.

Calum opens the door for us and lets me walk in first.

He's the first thing I see..the new boy. His hair is still that flaming red. Like a fire took up on top of his head.

Calum gabs my arm as we walk through the crowd of people but I couldn't look anywhere else. This boy..his lips..his eyes..they shout kindness and beauty, until his eyes land on me. I've never seen anyone's face turn from complete serenity to complete disgust and hatred in such little time.

I look away quickly and keep my eyes forward.

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I'm on my way to my third class, minding my own business, my eyes in front of me.

Suddenly I'm colliding with something hard and big. I look up and see him.

"What the fuck are you doing?" His voice rang out through the almost empty hallways, causing heads to turn and my face to burn.

"I-I didn't mean...to-" I started stuttering. I don't know what to do.

"Get out of my way before I make you" he spit out with such anger, I never knew someone could look so harmless but be so angry.

I started to move but I guess that just wasn't enough for him and before I knew it I was on the floor being stepped over by big black boots.

I look up at him in disbelief, my eyes wide. I could hear snickers and laughing all around me. How humiliating.

I bite my lip to hold back tears as I look up at the boy one more time. He's already more than half way down the hallway but he was looking at me, no anger, nothing, just staring.

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Helloo!! I'm rose. Im writing this story cx well as you can see I don't have a cover for the book...I can't make a cover for the book. So like if anyone can that would be Amazing. Thank you.