Series Of Stories

what is this feeling

Here I sit, on this roller coaster
Wondering why I ever came.
I feel alone, as always.

My mind went blank I walked out once the ride stopped. I didn't wait I kept walking. He didn't love me anymore. But he did love that girl.
I ran as far as I could I ran out into the street. They didn't seem to notice me being gone. I walked to the stadium, I didn't care if it was cold. I soon found myself sitting by the entrance waiting for a call or a message. Nothing, I stood back up and walked further and further as it got darker and darker.

1 hour, then 2, then 3. I was still walking. No messages no calls. I found myself in a field. I just laid there I looked up, at the sky above. I heard someone calling out a name. One I could not recognize. I looked to the way where it was coming from, 4 boys playing out in the dark.

I turned away, my phone went off. Not a call just an amber alert. The guys started saying something, I couldn't understand. Another language maybe. I still laid there looking at the stars. I didn't notice how tired I was. I soon fell asleep.

-words like this are in a different language,or an other character is talking. also new pov.-

We walked to where the noise was previously. We had called out but no one really answered, so we went to investigate. At last we got here, Namjoon holding on to the flashlight pointed it at a girl. No younger than me, a year or two, just sleeping there. She seemed sad, stressed, with no hope. I just looked at her, when Namjoon spoke up.
"We should take her somewhere it's cold out here she might freeze to death."
I nodded slightly and picked her up. She was light, she had her phone in hand holding on to it like if she was gonna die at any moment. I carried her bridal style back to the van. The guys just looked at her in curiosity. I turned the car on. then the heater and sat her upright. We where leaving soon so I just sat next to her and waited to see if she would wake up. It didn't happen in that moment. When we got to the apartment building, the first thing I did was lay her down on the couch and got some blankets.
"Wow jimin you are looking out for a girl you don't even know"
"We might as well, we couldn't just leave her to die there Pabo"
Namjoon just looked at me and smiled.
"Shifts? "
I nodded. He had fallen asleep on the car so I'm pretty sure he'll just take the first shift.
1st hour(namjoon): Nothing she didn't wake up. I checked if she was still cold. She was, she was slowly getting warmer. I soon fell asleep.

-3rd person P.O.V-

She woke up in an unfamiliar room. 'No beeping. Not in a hospital' she thought. She sat up and looked around. Suddenly feeling saddnes. 'Someone saved me...' she frowned slightly. She looked over at the guys laying around her. 'And probably got raped' she stood up feeling weak and lightheaded. The memories coming back from the night before. Something tugged at her heart, something that she hasn't felt in a while. She felt love without knowing it. But her love was falling apart. The people she loved left her. It was always was a one sided love. Even her mother and siblings didn't love her as much as she did them. She didn't realize the guy staring at her drom the hallway. She didn't realize she was crying. She saw the balcony, she walked out into the cold winter winds. Not daring to go past the railing, she fell on her knees shaking desperately wanting warmth for the one person whom she thought loved her. Sobbing as the cold winds caressed her cheeks. Soon she heard the balcony door open. She didn't look at who it was. She was focused on trying to die. She didn't even care if this person killed her then and there. She just wanted everything to be over. What she didn't expect was the warmth of a jacket. She was picked up slightly and brought back inside. All she did was stare outside with tears running down her cheeks. He looked at her. He didn'tunderstand why she was crying. She wasn't afraid of him, even if she didn't know him. He looked at namjoon and jimins sleeping faces. He decided not to wake them up. He tapped her on the shoulder, he didn't expect her to hug him. But she did, it was all so fast. She was crying in his chest mumbling things he couldn't understand. 'Language barriers oh how i hate them' he looked at her and just hugged her. He didn't let go cause he knew she needed this, no matter how long it was, she needed it. He didn't let go till she did.(never let go when someone hugs you, let go when they do. cause you never know how much they need it) She looked up at him, she wasn't afraid, she looked grateful. Maybe thats what she needed. Someone to cry on. He smiled at her, he had an idea.