The sun isn't as bright without you..

The sun doesn't shine as bright without you..

When you left...
The sun didn't shine as bright,
The stars dimmed...
And the moon faded out of sight..
The birds stopped chirping,
And the world became quiet..
I needed you,
I still can't believe it,
You were all I had,
All I wanted...
All I needed...
I don't know what happened,
But when you left,
My heart shattered,
I felt like my lungs were going to collapse,
I fell to my knees and grasped my chest,
I was gasping for air,
It hurt to breath,
It hurt to know you wouldn't come back,
To know I would never be able to say "I'm sorry for how I acted"
To know you were gone forever...
Tears began rolling down my cheeks,
Each one hitting the ground and causing me I cry more,
I couldn't feel anything..
But pain...
Why did it have to be you?!
Why?!
That's all that I could think!
Why did the world have to rob me of you?!
It wasn't fair!
You were my everything!
You were so young..
You had so much more to live for..
But..
You didn't leave completely..
You left a little bit of yourself in everyone..
That girl you smiled at the other day...
She was so heartbroken until you smiled..
That boy you helped online..
He stopped cutting...
Oh why couldn't you see that this world needed you?
It horrible that you gave up..
You always did believe that no one cared..
But little did you know..
We all did care,
We all did love you,
But now you're gone..
And we are all left here..
Thinking..
"It should have been me.."
But the truth..
It shouldn't have been us,
And it definitely shouldn't have been you..
Your mom doesn't smile much now..
Your dad hasn't laughed since that unforgettable day...
His eyes still reflecting his sweet child's lifeless body...
Your best friend is going through hell and back to make sure no one else ends up how you did..
They cry every night.. Wishing they wouldn't wake up..
Your siblings haven't left their rooms in days..
Your teachers are blaming themselves,
They think they were too harsh...
I'm left here..
Hoping..
Begging..
That its all a dream..
That I'm going to wake up..
That I'll see a text saying you're okay..
But as each day passes..
And as the days turn into months...
I slowly realize..
Its all too true..
You are forever in our hearts..
And you are never going to be forgotten..
We all love you...