I turned the alarm off to my phone and stretched my arms. First day of Junior year. I took a shower and washed my hair. I washed my body and then got out of the shower i wrapped my body in a towel when my towel fell and i heard boys outside whistle.
I grabbed my towel covering my goodies and slammed my window and put the shades down.
I went and put on my black silk Victoria Secret under wears that have lace on the sides and a lil bow on it. I also out on a black silk Bra that had lace in the back. I put on light colored rip jeans. And i put on a gray belly shirt that is crossed over by the ribs. And my white converse. I straightened my hair and did a twistie and bobby pinned it to the back of my head. I did natural mascara and a nude light pink color matte lipstick on my lips. I put mascara on and i was good to go.
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I grabbed my white Jan sport backpack and i walked outside with my phone in my hand trust me i didn't forget that. I walked downstairs and went in my Brothers car.
Ariana soon came and we were off to school. I was texting my best friend Devon.
Penis Face😂❤️:Hey by our lockers
Me: K cool ill be there in about 10 minutes if Jeremy doesn't drive slower than what he already is🙄
Penis Face😂❤️:Lol 😂Okay knuckle head see u soon.
Me: Alright penis Face
He sent me a laughing face and i didn't text back.
"Gosh y am i so drained" i said
"Did u take your pills" Jeremy asked me
"Maybe i did and maybe i didn't" i said playing with my hands that have dried up scabs from last night.
"You have to take those pills, Thats y the doctor gave them to you" he said
"Ik ik but its just i cant deal with it you know how bad my nightmares are Jeremy you know" i said almost about to cry.
"Angie we all know we all know but soon those dreams will leave" Ariana said
"You said that 7 years ago I'm 16 now and nothing has changed" i said
I bit my lip holding back my tears as my nightmares where my anger dreams. Ive been to Therapy and everything but it just wont leave me alone. I picked at my hand till i made another scab. We got to school and my hand was gushing with blood. Jeremy noticed and took out some gauze and wrapping tape. He wrapped my hand and hugged me.
