This is what it is.

Broken dreams

Big dreams turn into small realities.

as you grow up you begin to see how the real world works.

you cant get what you want.

A nice house, nice car, Perfect family?

You grow up and see that its almost impossible to have a good life.

Life is based off of sadness, rejection and heart break.

Nothing can go right.

Insanity crashing through your bedroom door saying

"Guess who came for a visit?"

You feel paralyzed as depression and death looks you straight in the eye and tells you its time to go.

Death can come at you at anytime

" you are not guaranteed a tomorrow and yesterday has passed, live in the moment cause time goes by fast"

Those words stick in your head like rubber cement

yet you can not do what he has told you.

Depression is like drowning.

Everyones watching but no one has the guts to jump in and save you.

They say that every storm ends with a rainbow

That may be true but it always comes back

Fear

Your girlfriend leaving. Just like everyone else did in your damn life.

How are you supposed to think happily on an empty stomach?

depression makes you lose your appetite and all you hear at 3am is it growling.

You went down a size in pants that were too tight on you the year before.

The stress the people put you through is making you drop pounds.

You look like you've let yourself go.

Eyes bloodshot and bags underneath

Your eyes turning a light shade of grey from all the crying.

Ribs and bones poking out just about everywhere.

Everyone notices but they stay silent.

Life is depressing

You're forced to live in this world and pay taxes and experience heartbreak and loss.

You didnt ask for this life.

But you are forced to take it and live it.

And that is final.