100 day diary

Hey

Dear diary,
I guess this is an introduction, so here goes:
I'm 14, 15 in April.
I'm ridiculously unphotogenic (if that's even a word) so I don't really look the same to any photos that you'll see of me.
I live in Devon, in a beyond suburban town, which sucks.
I have quite a few crushes to let's go through them now with explanations for each.
K so there's bestie (code name) who I've been friends with since forever but we've grown distant in the past year.
Then there God Man (code name) who I actually dated a couple of years back but half way through he thought I killed myself and then in a few weeks it all ended very badly tbh. His face is so chiselled and he has these amazing gorgeous angel blue eyes that make me weak at the knees. He's perfect.
The third is Farmer Face (code name) I've been friends with home for years and we've dated like four, five times, idk I've lost track. He's really tall and sweet and it's complicated because I don't really like him but every now and then I'll catch myself looking at him differently and I have to stop myself from catching feelings before it's too late because my best friend Téa (actual name // pronounced Tee-uh) has had a crush on him for like 2 years.

Okay so now onto appearances. Fun.
Alright so I'm like 5 foot 2 ish which is tall compared to my family and short compared to my friends. I think my family didn't evolve from monkeys but actually from ants, or maybe just really, really small monkeys. I have blue eyes but they look different in different lighting which is annoying. Sometimes they'll look like a dark grey and a green but I know that they're blue so that's all cool.
I had brown hair at about boob length. It's kinda curly kinda straight but I would call it wavy, just kind of kinky (oo-er). My mates always take the mick out of me for being ginger but I'm not even ginger so they can get lost.
I have really pale skin. A few months ago one of my friends asked if I had an illness. I don't know if she was joking. It's kind of littered with freckles of my cheeks and across my nose. They get lighter during winter but get dark again when it's summer. My eyebrows are constantly on fleek so at least I have that going for me. My style is what you could call "budgeted" but it'll do until I marry rich. If someone rich is reading this, please marry me! I need a rich husband in my life.
Mmkay I think that's it. Bye lol.