I wish that our " could of's" really happened. That we weren't just talk, but we could prove it to others. Why would you do this when I thought it was going somewhere. I guess I'm the stupid one crying in the corner because I'll never be her. Why did I believe that you were going to be the one. I should have realized from the beginning who you really are. You two are off proving it to the world, while I am just praying that that'll be mind one day. I know it's wrong, but I still want you. I want the hope that you were going to make a move back. I want the "11:11's". But no, their all hers, not mine. But why her. Did our talks mean nothing to you. Were all our talks just me and not you. I'm sorry, I'm sorry that it was her, not me that you're bragging about. But why someone you hardly know. Why not someone you have spent most of your time with these last two months with. I guess you two can prove it all to the world. But I'll be here, hoping that you'll be mine, crying over lost memories that never happened, and watching you two prove it. I guess my forever will never be your always.
