It All Started With (Mello x Matt)

Hell's Mells

A/N: There's gonna be (badly written) smut at the end of the chapter, so if you don't like it, skip to the next chapter. Oh, and if you know me, please skip this chapter.
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If loving you was a sin, then I'm gonna be the King of Hell when I die
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Looks like I'm back to being obsessed with being with Mello. Obsessed with doing anything he tells me to. Obsessed with loving him. I haven't stopped loving him, even after he left me. At the moment, we're both in bed, with his arm around me. He doesn't look as tough right now. He looks like he did at Wammy's. He looks cute and soft, while he normally looks angry and, if you even looked at him, he'd shoot you. I feel like if he did shoot me, I'd still forgive him. I need help. He controls me, and I don't know if he is aware of that.
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He put his arms and legs out to stretch, and groaned (which sounded really sensual). I couldn't help but think about what's under that leather, and if he's even comfortable. "Matt, I just woke up, and you're already eyeing me. I knew I was hot, but I didn't know I was that hot", he said, smirking and looking at me. I turned around to hide my now red face. He grabbed my goggles and took them off my head. "What is that for?" I asked, reaching for them. "I like seeing your natural eye color, without your goggles", he replied, as he put them on a nightstand. I looked at him, and laid back down, facing him. He has such soft skin. I hope nothing ever happens to it. That sounds really creepy.. Mello put his hands in my hair. "I still love you, Matt", he said, smiling a small smile. I couldn't help but smile. "I love you too", I said back. Mello got on top of me, and leaned in for a kiss, but of course, someone had to burst in. "Sorry to interrupt, but someone needs you to go deliver something". "Do I look like I am going to go deliver something right now?" Mello growled. "It's important", the person said. Mello looked down at me, and sighed. "We'll continue this later, come on", he said, getting off of me. "It's very classified. He shouldn't come with you", the person said. Mello grabbed his gun. "He's coming with me", he said, glaring at the person. They shrugged and we walked out.
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"Mello. You haven't been bringing in the extra cash since we got you that weird book", a tall man said. "And you are telling me this why?" Mello sarcastically asked. "Don't think that because you're some genius, that you can boss everyone in this mafia around", the man yelled. "Actually, I can. I'm the boss around here, so I can do whatever the fuck I want", Mello yelled back, placing his fists on a table. "Mello, if you don't bring in the cash, we will get rid of you". Mello pulled his gun out and aimed it at the yelling man, as other people aimed their guns at him. "Mello. Drop the gun before you get shot", the man said, smiling. Mello put the gun in his pants, grabbed my arm and dragged me all the way to the garage. He let go of my arm and I got the keys out. "Where are we going?" I asked, unlocking the car, and getting in. "I'll tell you which way to go", he said, getting in, closing the door, and staring out the window.
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"Stop here", Mello said, pointing at the next building. "What is this place?" I asked. "I use it sometimes when I can't focus at the mafia", he replied. "I see". I parked the car, and we got out. We walked into the house, and I just looked around. I noticed that the tv had some gaming consoles around it. "Hey Mells. When did you get these?" I asked. He sighed. "I.. bought them a long time ago. It was a hard time and I was thinking of you, so I went out and bought them. I thought that if I did, it would be like you were with me", Mello said. "I'm so sorry, Mells", I said, looking down. All this time, I thought that he didn't need me, or that he didn't think about me when he left. Boy, I was wrong. Mello walked to the bathroom. "I'm gonna take a shower. You can play the games". I watched him, until the door shut. It would seem my weakness has brought me my strength. Strange enough, I feel happy for once in a great while.
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I just got to a save point, and Mello walked out, with only a towel around his crotch. Is he trying to seduce me..? I looked away, to make sure he didn't see me blush, and the blood making its way out of my nose. "Like what you see, Matt?" Mello asked, walking closer. I shot a quick glance in his direction, and oh my god. He might as well fuck me right this second. "Just because you're turned around, doesn't mean that I don't know that you have a boner right now", Mello said, chuckling. He's on the couch now. He's crawling over to me, and I can feel his chin on my shoulder. "Turn around, Mattie", he whispered in my ear, which gave me goosebumps. I slowly turned around. "And by the way, my real name is Mihael", he said, smirking. "M-mail", I said, stuttering. "Well, Mail, I'm just going to say that I plan on fucking you so hard, that you can't walk", Mello, well, Mihael growled. Oh god. I'm shaking, but I'm not scared. I've wanted this for so long. Mello got on top of me and immediately leaned in and kissed me. Not some light kiss either. He tried to slide his tongue in, but I won't let him win so easily, so I denied him. "You can't beat me, Matt", he said, with his sensual voice. Now I'm scared. He started kissing down my neck, stopping at every spot, trying to find a weak spot. I could tell that he was getting angry, since he couldn't find one. He ripped off my shirt, and slowly kissed, bit, and sucked until he finally found a sensitive spot. He smirked, and bit the area really hard, so hard, that it drew blood. I couldn't help but let out a moan. He took this opportunity to get his tongue into my mouth, as he started our tongue war. We were at it, until we couldn't breathe. We separated to take a breath, but the only thing between us was a string of saliva, a thin white towel, and our stares at my pants. I took off my goggles, and threw them onto the coffee table.
After a short period of time, we were back at it. Mello started kissing down my chest, all the way down to the button on my pants. "If someone told me that someone would be giving the other person a blowjob, I would've guessed that it was you", Mello said, slowly unbuttoning my pants. "Jesus, Mello", I said, trying to not give him the satisfaction of hearing me moan again. "If you're gonna moan my name, make it my real name", he said, smirking even more. All that was left was my underwear, and I am left with seconds to prepare. He slowly took them off, and I just can't take it. "For Christ's sake, hurry up", I said quite loudly. "Are you demanding me to do something, Mail?" He asked. "Mihael, you said that you were gonna make it so that I couldn't walk, so do it!" I yelled. Seeming to like my flustered, demanding state, he took my underwear off, and threw them to the ground. He put his mouth on my area, and started sucking, his head occasionally bobbing. "M-mihael..", I moaned loudly. "I'm gonna c-" I was screaming but he stopped and looked me in the eyes. "Then maybe I should stop", he said, smirking. I reached down for my crotch, but Mello grabbed both of my wrists. "If you're going to be sexually touching anyone, it's gonna be me", he said, slowly bringing my hands to the outline in the towel. He dragged my hand over all of his parts. "Please.. take off the towel", I whimpered. He took it off, and looked me in the eye. "Turn around", he said, with a very demanding tone. "This is gonna hurt, Mail, I'm not gonna lie, but it's gonna bring a much needed feeling in this solution", Mihael said, licking his fingers. "And that is?" I asked. "Satisfaction for the both of us. Now relax", he said, stretching his arms. I took a deep breath.
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"Ahh.. ngh"
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"Mihael.."
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It would seem that I am no longer a virgin.