I wanna say fuck it all
But I can't let us fall
You're tellin me I need to change
But all I know how to do is stay the same
I know who I don't want to become
But it seems my control is coming undone
You mean so much to me
But I I don't know how to make you see
Part of me knows you're being a hypocrit
I'm trying to not throw our reconciliation into shit
I'll be gone soon but can't lose you before that
I know I fucked up but be reasonable Matt
There's only one change that I can honestly promise you
Only one thing that I know I'll keep true to
I promise I'll have more confidence and self esteem
I won't let my doubt and uncertainty be seen
I'll listen to what you say
I swear I'll do that forever starting today
I'm not ugly, stupid, or useless
People that make me feel that way are full of shit
I believe you that there's someone out there for me
And I must be good at things cause I know you see
You see through me fully and without challenge
Being a better person is what I'll now manage
I'm not anyone's stepping stone
And like you've said, I'm not alone
I'm so sorry for the strife, pain, and frustration I've caused
I won't let it force our friendship to be lost
All these words are coming fully from my heart
But I can't fully heal until I know we've not fallen apart
I can't promise you other than what I just have
Now I offer you my apologies and my hand
Please take it and fully forgive me
You are someone in this world that I need
I hope that this change is all you ask for
Because I cannot offer anything more
Other than this, that's the way I am
I think you and eminem understand
So now I sing for the moment
Im trying to freeze it and hold it
For us to be fixed
And we forget all my bullshit
I'm not afraid to take this stand
So please Matt, take back my hand.
