LIFE SUCKS

I'm not ready

So life is not allways the best. There are all ways problems- school is either something you hate or like- there is no in the middle; you like some one or you hate them. You get the point. That means that you're  liked or hated too. So who likes you and who hates you? I mean who likes and hates me because I can't even tell any more. One minute some is nice then they're mean, like what the fuck make up your mind. Maybe there is an "in between", a middle, some thing, in between like and hate.

Shit I'm going to be late for school. Today is the third week of school and I am sleepy as fuck. My mom just got home from work.
"Hey Mom how was work?"

"Ok I guess, oh yeah... we have a date tonight."

"You mean YOU have a date- I'm not going to that with you."

"What? Why not?"

"Because I'm going to Nicks."

"You're going to Nicks again?What is he your lover? You give him more atention than me and I gave birth to you-  like what is up with that?"

"Moooooom, I have school. Love ya, bye."    

I go back to my room to get ready for school. I get one of the shirts that I have not gotten dirty and put it on and it smells ok. Put on my new pants grab my bag and leave for the bus. Routine.
I have a car from my dad but I  don't drive it to school because I ride the bus with Nick to school.   We have been friends since we were 10. He lives up the street from my house, (technically my grandmother's house...) The house my mom and I are living in right now used to be my grandma's. After my mom and dad split up she went to live with her mom, my grandma.
My mom said that she likes women more then men and divorced my dad.
We moved in with my grandma when I was ten, but two years later she died... and now I'm 16 and life has been crazy.
So my mom is BI she claims that she is lesbian, but her and my dad where together for 12 years- like what the fuck mom you can't just Change like that. Whatever. I still love them. Though my dad he just got re-married... good for him I guess.

Am I forgetting any thing...?
Oh yeah... and then there is me.

As I walk to oak street one street over I saw him.By him I mean Nick the pain in my ass.I did not want to deal with him right now.
"Hi"He said

"What"I said giving him the fuck off face

"Whell that is one way to treat your boyfriend/best friend"

"Ahhhhh I'm not in the mood NICK leave me ALONE"

"Ok just chill You act like you have a stick up your ass"

"I'm just tired"I said as the bus polled to where we were standing.

"I'm guessing that you staying up all night to do homework is not one of your favorite things"He said as he got on the bus.

"No way I love doing homework at 2am in the morning"I said as I got on the bus.

"You know you can call me any time"As he sat in are seat.

"Oh because calling you at 2am in the morning is just going to be ok with your parents what are you stupid?Your mom would kill you if found out that you where not sleeping at 2am then she would kill me no thanks"I said as I sat next to him.

"What are you talking about your grades are all you have I have football and basketball scrollships to go off of....Oh there is a game this Friday night at 7:30 you coming"

"No I hate football"the most stupid game in the world.

"Then why do you stay and wach me every practice"He said raising an eyebrow.

"Because you have a nice ass"I said smiling.

"Haha very funny but that is not a good reason to sit on the bleachers for two hours even if my ass is nice...you have a nice ass but you don't see me just staring at it for two hours straight"

"Are you saying that my ass is not nice"

"No you have a great ass in fact you want to fuck some time"

"Sure when and where"

Hay thank you for reeding my first chapter.If you have not seen the main craters name it it Macen have a good day love Cheyenne-the-shipper