Secrets

Chapter 1

As i glanced at my watch it was only ten minutes before Blake would text me to meet him at his car outside.

Butterflies erupted in me knowing today was not only the first day of our senior year but it was the first time me and Blake were going public.

True to time my phone beeped knowing it was a message from Blake I picked up my bag and accidently knocked over the pictures on my table.

I slowly bent down and gathered all the picture and placed them back on the table.

The first picture that caught my eye was a picture of Emily staring straight at the camera with her hazel eyes shining with happiness. She looked so happy tears started pooling at my eyes.

She was the most carefree person ever she never failed to light up the room she was in.Her smile was like something that belonged to a goddess.This picture instantly bought back flashbacks of our childhood spent together.

It's crazy how one picture can hold so much memories.We lived a life that was full of nothing but happiness and love.Everything happened so fast. Just thinking about this was making my heart race so fast a lump started to form in my throat silent tears began sliding down my face one by one.

All these memories came running back to me suddenly I began to shake violently I could no longer hold in my tears.

Emily was such a sweetheart she didn't deserve any of this i would give anything to be in her place and change what had happened the pain she suffered was immense for someone her age an innocent life was taken just like that.

Knowing that I had taken to long staring at the picture I quickly wiped away my tears and placed all the pictures back on the table.

As I made my way down the stairs i stopped remembering that my dad hadn't been home when I'd gone to bed last night.I took two steps back and as quietly as I could i opened the door to my fathers bedroom as soon as I opened the door the stench of alcohol hit me making my nose burn just the smell of it made me feel sick I looked towards the left and saw my dad passed out the bed.I shoke my head in disapproval i heard dad stir in his sleep I silently prayed that he wouldn't open his eyes and notice me standing at the door and staring at him in disgrace.The last thing I needed was him yelling at me.

Ever since the incident with Emily he changed from being the most loving person to the person I hated so much with my heart he'd done nothing but make my life a living hell the last few years of my childhood was spent pouring my eyes out and locking myself in my bedroom.

As I made my way down checking in the mirror once more staring at my small frame I made my way to the door.

Slowly making my way to the car the sight of Blake in his car made me smile his long hands resting on the steering wheel while his messy bed hair covered his eyes, his strong jaw still visible making me feel dizzy. But as soon as he caught me staring a small smirk started to play on his lips making me blush.

He looked at me once more and slowly got out of the car ,his musky scent hitting me he took out his hand for me to take and without any second thought's I gladly took it.

Truly the gentleman he was he opened the car door for me helping me get In before giving me a quick kiss as he got in the car he looked at me and said.

"Are you ready" knowing the double meaning it had I held his gaze before replying "Ready as I'll ever be" letting all my worries and doubts be pushed away I slowly started to relax in the leather seat's hoping today would turn out better then this morning .

First chapter thank you to whoever read this chapter hope you enjoyed make sure to comment like and follow sorry it was a short chapter I'll be posting this week again.