I stare down at the bed, holding my breath.
I will not cry.
I will not cry.
I slowly sink on my knees and place my hands on the edge of the bed, running my fingers over the comforter with the yellow plastic stars poured over it.
My tears are clouding my vision and everything seems to fade.
I grab fistfuls of the blanket and my shoulders begin to shake as the sobs I've been trying to contain violently break out of me. That's when I lose it. I suddenly stand up, scream, and rip the blanket off the bed, throwing it across the room.
I pace in the room, frantically looking for something else to throw. Grabbing the pillows off the bed, I chuck them at the reflection in the mirror of the girl I no longer know. The girl I once knew stares back at me, sobbing pathetically. I begin to run toward the looking glass until my fist collides against the glass, smashing the mirror. The girl falls into a million shiny pieces onto the carpet, and the reflection of myself is no longer visible.
I let another scream out, as I tear open the drawers of the dresser standing beside me, throwing the contents across the room.
Throwing and kicking and ripping everything in my path.
"I hate you!" I cry. "I hate you I hate you I hate you!" Every time I open my mouth to scream, I taste the salt from the tears that are streaming down my cheeks.
Harry's arms suddenly engulf me from behind and grip me so tightly I become still.
"Stop" he says softly against my ear, unwilling to release me. I keep struggling against his grasp but that only makes him tighten his grip. "Don't touch me!" I yell, clawing at his arms, yet it doesn't faze him.
Don't touch me. Please, please please.
The small voice echoes in my head and I become limp in his arms. I become weaker as my tears grow stronger, consuming me.
I'm weak.
I'm letting him win
Harry places his hands on my shoulders, turning me around to face him. I can't even look at him. I melt against his chest from exhaustion and defeat, taking in fistfuls of his shirt as I sob, my cheek pressed against his heart.
He puts his hand on the back of my head and lowers his mouth to my ear.
"Sky, you need to leave. Now"
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A/N:
I hope you liked it!
DISCLAIMER: This book is strongly inspired by the book 'Hopeless' by Colleen Hoover. If you read that book you may find a lot of similarities in this one, but I added my little twist ;) So it shouldn't be a problem, if you have read Hopeless, to read Faithless!
I absolutely loved Hopeless and it's very important to me to kind of re-write it my way, and add my ideas. And of course add Harry Styles as Dean Holder (in the original book) because let's be real here, Harry is my sunshine and he's probably yours too ;)
I think I may add other members of One Direction, as well as other celebrities (Leave requests!!)
Anyways, as always, I love you loads!
-Elie xx
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