Christmas eve had finally arrived the house was full the music was blasting the drinks were flowing and the guys well were basically legless ! Corey was fast asleep in the bedroom , myself and Sarah were sorting food out before these lot complain about the their stomachs, Derek was outside with Ronnie and Ryan , Ronnie had done well so far hes been off the drink for nearly a year and it dont even bother him about the others drinking.
I am pleased about one thing though that Derek is Coreys dad as a few days after coming home Johnny told me that Matt had all along lied and that he was still seeing the gym slip he cheated on me with years ago at leat i trusted my instinct Derek and myself are getting along a bit better as is Sarah and Jimmy even though she is still adamant there wont be anything between them well we have tried playing the cupid game but they wont budge !
Zacky hitched up the music and that was it the guys went mad Jimmy,Johnny and Terrry were off outside doing some random dance move Matt and Brian and Jacky and Ron were singing their heads off the back door opened and in walked Kellin and Oli we havent seen Oli in a while so this was a nice surprise, Sarah had her back turned to the door so she never seen them enter and she was to busy watching the guys in the room she laughed to herself , she was busy plating up and was about to turn round when Oli grabbed her and held her the look on Sarahs face was classic she was about to say get off Ji... when Oli said guess again she spun round ''Oli '' hard to believe she hated him for what he done yet she was hugging him like they used to do ''yup its me Happy Christmas'' he spun round to me '' and congrats sis heres a lil something for the kiddo not much but hey '' I had a peek inside the bag at what he got there was a cuddly toy a few vests and an outfit for him '' awww Oli man you shouldnt have '' I said to him '' he shrugged and went over to the guys who all greeted him with man hugs and hand shakes Kellin was already out with the others in the garden.
''you still like him dont ya sis?'' I asked Sarah as I noticed she was watching Oli "just friends sis thats all'' I laughed '' you cant fool me hun he still likes you and it explains why you keep backing off from Jimmy'' she looked at me '' I do like him just not in that way anymore I dont think it would work out again and as for Jimmy we are just friends nothing more '' I shook my head '' so yas are just friends who like to spend time in each others company constantly at one and others sides and I know hes been slipping into your room a few times " she looked at me shocked '' yeah he does but we sit and talk for hours ask him if you dont believe me sis" I gave her an odd look '' seriously you two just sit and talk why dont I believe ya theres chemistry there I can see it '' she poked her tongue out at me ''yup seriously''.We headed into the dining room with plates of food bugger it they can help themselves they were like a heard of elephants you would think they never saw food in their life I looked at Sarah and shook my head she burst out laughing I was just about to get myself something when I heard Corey stirring I grabbed a bottle heated it till it was warm enough for him and headed up Ron took the bottle out of my hand "I'll feed him haven't had my turn yet you go and join the others " I smiled at him '' well only if you are sure?'' he nodded and headed up
I joined Sarah in the garden and we both sat and ate listening to the guys shouting at each other across the room why the need to shout we will never know but I suppose they are men we must have been outside an hour before Terry Johnny and Jimmy came out "so this is where yas have been hiding huh?'' Terry asked "'nope we just come out for a bit got talking and didnt realise how long we were out here for '' I replied back to him '' nice one''. I glanced over at Sarah and noticed how close Jimmy was I raised my eyebrows as if to say see she smiled and shook her head we headed indoors after a quick tab and grabbed a drink Derek was on baby duty tonight so I helped myself to a few shots as you do , sarah was on whiskies as well as the odd baileys and a bottle of some lager she was standing talking to Kellin and Oli , Kellin must be heading off by the looks of it as he gave her a kiss and a huge hug he headed over to me and done the same ''i'll probs see you tomorrow night sis had a great evening thanks for inviting me do you think they will hit it off again or is it gone between them?'' I looked at Kellin "I reallly dont know Kellin shes told me she still likes him but what she had for him has gone but you can tell he still likes her on the other hand her and Jimmy have been getting close but shes been close to Ryan so god knows whats going to happen it would be good to see Oli and Sez together but I suppose its their deision at the end of the day'' he grinned '' very true anyway I'll see you later'' I saw him out the door and headed back in I checed on Corey who was fast asleep in the crib god hes the spit of Derek , I had been up here for thirty minutes I heard shouting and thought it was the guys again I was about to head out when Derek walked in '' hey babe you alright" I nodded"yeah just checking Corey '' thats what Icame to do '' he laughed we both looked at him I looked at Derek and the amount of love he had for Corey was showing in his eyes'' you know I still cant believe we made him together he is the most special thing in my life apart from you and even if the DNA test came back that Matt was his dad I wouldnt change how I feel that moment he was born I started to love him and I would have stuck by you and brought him up as my own I love you Suzanne '' what Derek said brought a lump to my throat he walked over to me and hugged me its moments like this we have really missed and by the looks of it we are slowly building back up to what we had ''ooh I saw Sarah heading off to the garden she looked a bit pissed and I dont mean drink wise either some bird come walking in demanding to know if Oli was here she called Sarah everything aint a clue who she was the guys saw Sarah getting worked up so Terry and Jimmy told her to go out for a bit" I looked at Derek ''really some lass just walks in demanding for Oli then starts on my sis is he still here?'' Derek nodded ''ok well I'll find out who she is '' I replied back to him and shot off down the stairs '' Oi Sykes what the hells going on whos this bird walking into sarahs house demanding where you are?'' he looked like a rabbit caught in headlights "she's...... she's '' he said after a while pausing '' well tell me Oli'' I demanded ''Jimmy Terry wheres sez gone to ?" Jimmy replied '' in the garden with Matt hes trying to calm her we couldnt so he said he would try'' I nodded in reply ''well Oli '' he sighed '' shes my girlfriend I dont even know how she got here or how she knew I was here I never told her '' I looked at him''shes your girlfriend ?'' he nodded I walked passed him and headed out to Sarah '' hey up sis you ok '' she nodded ''yea even though I dont know who the hell she was she just started throwing abuse at me for nowt '' I sighed '' I do its Olis girlfriend Oli has just told me'' she looked at me '' he has a girlfriend the sly bas...." I nodded '' what you mean ?" Matt looked at me 'i'll let you girls talk and get some drinks in" I smiled and and thanks to Matt "I mean he never told me he had someone he asked if we could try again I agreed he hugged and kissed me I told you it would never work, I knew I couldnt trust him again we are though I dont even think we can be friends '' I looked at Sarah she was starting to tear up Matt arrived back with ther drinks and Jimmy ''hey sweet dont get upset over him hes just a douche besides you have us lot we wont hurt you" Sarah looked up and smiled at Jimmy ''yea I suppose Thanks Matt for the drink what the hells in it ?'' Matt laughed ''whiskey voddy and schnapps'' she smiled and grabbed a tab.
Oli headed out into the garden and asked if he could talk to Sarah she told him whatever he had to say could be said in front of us he explained why he never told her but it was her he wanted she just looked at him '' well one you can forget it two i never wanna see you again and three I always thought I could never trust you and my instincts were right so Im sorry Oli but as of now you are nothing to me '' he looked at her '' but Sez '' she shook her head and stood up '' only friends call me sez Oli you are not one of them now i am going to politely ask you to leave this house or will you need to be escorted away?'' he shook his head and left through the back gate Ive seen her peed off but he has defo hit her wrong buttons this time she headed in grabbed another drink asked Derek if the music was ok at level it was for Corey and grabbed Johnny and they had the odd dance she grabbed more drinks and seemed to be enjoying herself she headed to the kitchen and placed the meats in the oven for christmas day and then headed back into the living room and grabbed some fruit juice I thought she would have added a vodka but no just pure juice the guys asked her why she stopped drinking she replied food to prepare for tomorrow once all done then I may join back in they seemed satisfied and continued what they were doing.
