She lays in her bed thinking. ... she knows her boyfriend will be mad at her but she just can't fight the thoughts anymore. The more she gets yelled at, the more she feels lonely, sad, she gets more depressed and falls deeper in to a dark hole that is consuming her more and more everyday. she just can't do it. she knows when school starts her boyfriend will ask her the one queston she hates the most because by then she would've done it already. she dosent want to because then she'd have to worry about it. worry about what clothes to wear, weather people can see it.... its judt more and more anxiety... she's made her decision she's not going to tonight, but what aboit tomorrow? or the next day? or the next day? she guess's it all depends on how she feels......
~Jessica Sauter~
12-21-2013
