THE DIARY

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THE DIARY

Tonight is the same with the other nights, even though she is physically exhausted from her work; it seems that her mind is still full of energy. It won't stop from thinking; the sad part is it only lingers to that one person, one memory and the most painful part of her life. Even though she tries to block those and shut her eyes it still remains there, it keeps taunting and haunting her. Why can't she just move on, it's not that she did not try, she gave her efforts, and it just seems that her mind wants to but her heart won't cooperate. Besides who would want to still be awake up until midnight or wake up in the middle of the night and the cause of that is a ghost from her past that still has a power over her present. She doesn't want her future to be ruined because of her past. Deep in her heart she wants to move on, be happy, and be the same old Yuri. She feels like she lost herself, her identity, when the one person she thought she would share forever with broke his promise.

She used to be outgoing, fun to be with, cool, energetic, caring and kind. Now people see her as aloof, cold, kill joy, boring and not capable of loving or caring. It seems that she's void of any emotions. Sometimes she thinks if she's human after all. She is devastated and broken, but that was 3 years ago. Why can't she move on?

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Jessica and her crew are on their way to an island where their photo shoot will take place. It is a 6 hours' drive from the city. They stopped for a while and decided to rest. She went to the coffee shop and bought 2 frappes. She's on her way back to her car when someone called her.

"Unnie, do we really have to go to that island? Why can't we do the photo shoot in the studio? It will be more convenient and less expensive" The two-tone hair colored girl asked.

"That's right, Soojungie, but this will be for an international magazine, that's why we need to exert extra effort and that includes time, energy, and money." Jess answered.

"Unnie, I understand. I'm hungry. Do you have anything for me?" Krystal grinned.

"Here you go! It's a caramel frappuccino! ^.^ I don't know if you'll like it, but that's the best seller here"

"Thanks, unnie. How long until we reach the island?"

"Two more hours! Would you like to drive? I'm kinda tired y'know."

"Sure, unnie. Where's the key!"

Jessica threw the set of keys to her sister. Then she went to the passenger seat and seated herself comfortably. She took the diary that she found inside the café and started to read it while Krystal is driving.

"What's that unnie?"

"I think it's a diary. I found it in the café, when I asked the owner she said that many people come by and she's not sure who the owner is and said that I should keep it instead"

"Who is the owner? Does it have a name?" Krystal was intrigued.

"I don't know. It doesn't have a name or an address. Only a... portrait! And an initial...K.Y.!"

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Jessica was so engrossed in reading the diary:

April 12

I want to pour out everything I feel. I want to scream at you, slap you, and hit you for what you did. For the pain, the misery, the emptiness, the broken promises, and the unfulfilled vow. But at the same time I want to hold you in my arms, hug you, kiss you and beg for you to stay.