As far as ever

My name is Duran Jefferson im an astronaut at nasa. Ive been getting ready for the biggest mission yet its a mission that involves taking not a step or a giant leap but a giant jump. the team and i have been prepering ourselves for this. Nasa made a suit that enables you to travel as far and as fast as light with this suit that they entrusted me with i will be given a mission to find the unknown. Traveling with the suit makes interstellar travel possible and reaching the speed of light easily not only that it can also go further than the speed of light temporarily, tou can practically teleport. I have the suit on right now, the reason i can write is beacause the suit connects to your brain and nervous system as if you become one with it. It enables me to write whatever i want to and store it up in my memories. Since im connected with the suit i cannot forget anything, this ability was provided with the purpose of writing wverything i see and learn out there. But who says i cant write a book with it? right?. The first places on the menu are exo planets like Kepler 22b, im basically going out of the solar system first since theres nothing that interesting around here and nasa does not want me to waste my time time on things they can find by themselves. The mission is about to start in 45 minutes, im nervous, exited, scared, curious i mean who wouldn't be. Im about to travel to places were i could potentially find another intelligent being, and not only that im about to uncover unknown answers about our existence and possibly reach the ultra deep field. I think about a lot of things, things like my family my parents my past. I cant let my feelings get in the way though i have to do this. This is the biggest mission after all it's as far as we will ever go. 20 minutes until departure, i can feel my heart beat rising as if it wants to leave the suit. The real reason nasa chose me for this mission is because i offerd myself for it. I have nothing to lose unlike everyone else. I lost my family and parents to murderers, and if you ask me thats a hell of a coincidence and the universe it's too big for coincidences. Maybe they wanted me to go on this mission but than again so did my family so if i do go I'll do it for them. When im out there il do exactly what my family said i should do and not what nasa told me to do. Il explore and see what i want to see, everything im interested in. 5 minutes for lift off, now im really scared i cant even blink my eyes but its not just fear that i feel i can feel more than that. I can feel so much more feelings that i cant even describe. And as soon as i blink my eyes LIFT OFF!!.