If Only This Could Last Forever

I Think This Is Really Happening

"Oh god Luke stop it". I ran over to him and kissed him so hard we both slammed against the wall and I'm pretty sure the neighbours heard but oh well. Deal with it!

"Camila I can't believe you..." He said pulling me away for a second in amazement. "You've come so far.. And last night I could have sworn you were the shyest girl in the club and now look!" Should I be thanking him for that or?? Going back to my old ways?! I liked the new me. I think I could stay this way forever actually. "Shall we take this elsewhere?"

"Absolutely". That was the moment that not a single other idea of panic or overthinking happened. I just went with it.

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CHAPTER 4:

We both stared each other in the eyes and he then grabbed my arm and pulled me up the stairs. He must've been up here while I was asleep or something because I hadn't brought him up here last night and he certainly hasn't been up here this morning.

"Your room?" He questioned me. Was this going to really happen. Like.... REALLY happen because I'm not sure if I should tell him I'm a virgin... I don't want it to be too sudden and I'm scared that it'll scare him away. I don't want to lose him.

"Straight ahead". I trailed behind him with various thoughts running through my head now... Am I overthinking this? It shouldn't be too bad should it? It's only sex. But then again, I've had no experience and what if I do something wrong or he thinks I'm am retard and laughs at me. I don't think I could stand that humiliation. This is so wrong.

"Wow you look stunning" He said as he was lifting my shirt off, exposing my bare skin with only my bra. "Here let me take this off...". He was looking at my necklace when he said that and took it off then carefully placed it on my dresser. "Oh and if you wouldn't mind... can I take this off too?" He gestured looking at my chest. Oh my god... the butterflies that were in my stomach were about to be thrown up.

"Go for it..." I said cunningly and without hesitation he did, I was in disbelief that this would ever happen... Let alone to me! I could see he really wanted this and in a way so did I... God he's hot and I bet that body under those clothes is fit and toned and ugh. "Can I help with yours?" I said tugging as his shirt and jeans suggesting to pull them off. "Could your jeans get any skinner Luke?! They are tighter than mine!" I managed to pull his shirt and jeans off and he pulled mine off as well... The only thing left of us was our underwear...

"I'm not kidding Camila when I say I need you right now. You are stunning and all I can say is that if anybody tried to hurt you, I'd protect you because your my angel". With that he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled us so close that our chests were touching and he was all over me. He grabbed my ass really hard before I leaped and wrapped my legs around him as we slammed on the wall. Our lips crashing and tongues passing each other. I was practically swallowing his tongue.

It felt amazing though and I could feel his length up against me slowly getting harder and harder. It was such a good feeling but could I go through with this? My heart is pounding a million miles an hour and this feeling of being wanted and needed is taking over me. Thoughts of it actually happening and the after affects or turning him away and going back to square one where my life was boring and contained no boys, no partying and definitely no sex.

"Are-You-Sure-You Wanna do -this" I said in broken words as my eyes were closed while we were still kissing and his hands were making their way down to my underwear slowly edging them off. "Luke!" I shrieked as he went to fully remove them. "Uh... Um" I didn't know what to say... Should I tell him I'm a virgin and that I don't want to make a fool of myself. Or should I just say I'm not ready and it's that time of the month as an excuse or something... I can't decide and it's killing me.