Perfection

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When we first met I honestly never in my wildest dreams would have thought that you would become so important to me :

They say being happy is letting go of what brings you down , but how can I when I'm permantley surrounded by people who do just that. Being brought down everyday whether it be from the simplest thing about my hair or the jab about what I did last night. I cant even go for a pee break without someone printing an article on it : 'Avery takes a pee , could this be a sign that the Hollywood princess might have a bun in the oven?' I'm not even exaggerating I've had to deny several times that I'm expecting just because I have a small bladder or was wearing a baggy jumper because it was cold that day. I mean I could sneeze and they'd tell the world that I had some deadly disease , so to sum it up there is no privacy in my life what so ever. How could I ever be happy about that?

I've been brought up with this life style it was not a choice. My mum being one of the top fashion designers in the world kind of had something to do with it as well as my dad being a top film producer , they wanted to make there daughter known as this 'princess' which turned out drastically wrong when I hit my teens.

My first ever movie that hit Hollywood that I starred in was when I was only fifteen years old , of course my dad being the well known man he is made sure his only daughter got the role. It was a high school movie most probably classed as a chick flick because damn there were some cliché scenes , but apparently the world liked cliché ,everyone except me.

So after my first hit movie I was already never one to do as I was told which only got worse as cameras would film and flash in my face everywhere I went. So I did what every rebellious teenager does (minus the perverts that call themselves paparazzi ) and I did what I wanted to do and whenever I wanted to do it.

So the fame came rather in handy at this point , I got access in to almost everywhere because of my name and status and everyone wanted to be with me and tag around me like lost puppies , but I was enjoying it , what teenager wouldn't? I started drinking , smoking , partying , you can guarantee everything I wasn't meant to do I was doing it. I don't think there has been a moment in my life when there hasn't been a picture surfaced on the internet of what I was doing that day , with who , why and where I was. Of course when I hit 16 my parents said enough is enough and gave me my last warning claiming they didn't raise me to be who I am . So instead of reeling it in and being on my best behaviour I did the last thing everyone expected me do , the thing that broke the torn rope. I lost my virginity to my boyfriend at the times best friend - well ex best friend. And just like that I became 'Hollywood new scandal' and no one could go a day without writing stupid articles about me and splattering my face on the font page of every magazine. From that day I had to do everything on my own but did it make me a better person ? No , it only got worst.

Also shoutout to imjeansabas for the awesome cover ! X