what im like

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That's my doggo Loki, and I haven't seen him since August 2014. Along with him I have my closest family like my cousins, aunt, grandpa, and grandma. Its weird moving from family that feels apart of your daily life. If any of you grew up with your cousins as your sisters, your aunt like a second mom, and you grandparents (who are divorced) as your 3 parents, you can understand that particular struggle. The rest of you have your own battles, and I hope for your sake ole pal that its bearable. Whats weird to me is that I do not miss my biological dad hardly at all. Don't make the mistake of having a kid and being a socially awkward dad where you never talk to them, because then they think about all the things you have not done for them, and they feel unloved by you. Yeah that's right muchacho. The reason I started writing is because I have homework to do... A LOT OF FUCKING HOMEWORK! Anddd it is 10:00 p.m. and i barely started and im tired and i want to cry becuase i keep not using proper whatever (grammar) and i want to drop out because school is so pointless and i want to live on a farm with lots of lovely animals because animals are beautiful... OOOOOO. I just remembered. So today, my classmates and I took pictures of our schools agriculture club, there were so many animals it was so amazing. I felt like I was in Heaven. Don't even comment about animals and heaven! Because heaven is not heaven unless there are animals! I feel like Im not doing anything with life but complaining. There are things I like, but animals are #1. And flowers. I also really love music and since I'm writing about anything I will throw in some spice and give your life a new taste. I have no idea where that analogy just came from butttttt... If you like 90s alternative or 70s, 80s, 00s kind of age you are my type of person. Okay so Cage the Elephant is probably my favorite band that exists right now. Then there is The Grateful Dead that was like 70s-90s and they are so great. (one of) The best album of there's is American Beauty. and of youre cool like me you scored a 1970s original record!!!! I spent $40 and I dont give a shit! Best purchase ever! I am way too excited on here for a zombie because looks like Im not doing my homework tonight even though i really need to. usually im sleeping by now. but i decided to stay up and get my work done. LOOK AT ME GO! Jk ! guess what else im dealing with.... FAKE FRIENDSSSS!

Thats right im gonna try and do homework or go to sleep because I dont want to write anymore. Honestly no one is gonna read this. if they do stumble upon it theyll say eewe a stupid kid who cant type... well the reason everything is crappy is because life is crappy and im portraying that through this writing. and as a matter of fact no one got this far into my night writing. SO it doesnt matter anyways.

-Rebecca