I Promise I Won't Leave You Alone. //Phan//

I made a new friend.

{warning: self harm, depression, abuse,sexual content, death, cussing, suicidal thoughts and abandonment} (wtf abandonment is a Word!? K den enjoy le story)
Dear diary,
I made a new friend today. His name is Dan and hes really nice and funny. He likes Muse and Halo like me.  I asked Dan to come over. He said he would come after school tomorrow. I can't wait to see him again! Well I better go to bed now night.

Phil

I walked down the sidewalk and enter the park. I hope granny won't care if I'm a little late, I just feel like I need a break...I'm emotionally drained..I walk to the swings and sit down to notice a boy sitting on the swing beside me. He seems kinda sad. He didn't notice me when I came over so I poked him. He looked up at me. I stuck out my hand. "Hi I'm Phil" I smiled at him. He kindly smiled back at me as he shook my hand. "H-hi I'm Dan" He said back. From there are we talked about anything and everything. "Favorite color?" Dan asked. "BLUUEEEE" Phil said. "What about you?" "Black" Dan responded. "Why so dark?" "I don't know...I just like it.." "oh dang it....I better go, my grandma will be mad..here's my phone number." Phil handed dan a slip of paper with his number on it. "Can I come over tomorrow?" Dan asked "sure" Phil replied. "Well cya Dan" Phil smiled and walked off." Phil walked home.

Dan

"Well cya Dan" Phil said smiling as he walked off and left me sitting on the swing alone again.  I sighed. Phil is so nice....and cute...- DAMMIT DANN stop thinking like that! Plus you are literally 8! Ughhhh I hate being gay.... plus he is probably straight.... I sighed before getting up and walking to his house. I hated going home, my father is a drunk and my mother left the picture when I was 3. My  father is always to drunk to even acknowledge my existence.  I got to my house and dragged myself  up the stairs to my bedroom where I  collapsed on the bed. I stared at the ceiling thinking about Phil as I fell asleep.

Phil

I walked in the door and saw my grandma. "Hey Granny, I'm sorry I didn't tell you I was coming in late. I met a friend at the park. Oh yeah can he spend the night tomorrow?"
Phil asked very quickly. "well of course he can, and I'm fine with you being out a little later if you were out any longer I would have gone looking for you but make sure to call or tell me next time." She smiled. "Okay granny. Good night" Phil said walking up the steps.  "Night dear." Phil closed his bedroom door behind him. He opened his door to the balcony. He walked out on it and stared at the stars. God they were beautiful..but Dan was even more beautiful... Phil smiled as he stared longer at the stars. And then he realized what he just though of...."ugghhhhhhh....hes probably straight DANGIT ....plus I just met him  :(" Phil muttered to himself before going back inside and got out his diary and wrote about his day before falling into a well needed sleep.

(Well this was shit.....uhhh but I hoped u like it... also the warnings at the beginning are full the entire story so yeah...)