Forever alone

Izzy is what you call a A class nerd, she is a loner and has no friends that was until Marcel another A class nerd came along, will this be the start of something new for izzy?? Will she have her first EVER friend ???

IZZY POV

I woke up to the sound of my alarm, great perfect timing, it was 5:00am, school didn't start till 8:30 but I liked to get ready before hand so I had plenty of time to walk to school, I was 17 but my mum wouldn't let me have a car so everyday I had to walk 30 minutes just to school, I hated it!!!

I couldn't get a lift to school from friends because well I didn't have any and everyone hated me, I hated myself because well I am so ugly and stupid, my mum always makes me wear a long pencil shirt with a white blouse, black shoes and my hair in a VERY neat bun......I know what you thinking... NERD ALERT !!!well true dat xxx I would prefer wearing my converse, a nice jumper and some jeans or shorts but no no no mum thinks that is unsuitable for school. God I hate her sometimes!!!

Anyway back into my life, I got up and had a quick shower, as I washed my hair and looked down at my slowly fading scars on my legs, yes I used to cut but my mum found out and sent me to therapy, I haven't cut in over 4 months so I am quite proud with myself. But I will always have that feeling of doing it again, even when I am 20 I will still properly have that feeling!! I got out and dried myself, I got dressed into my disgusting outfit, longingly looking at my converse and clothes,

I made my way downstairs and made breakfast, weetabix great.........

Once I had finished I made my way BACK upstairs to do my hair, I brushed it then made it into a bun, after that my mum gets me to spray it,it has the most disgusting smell ever, so as soon as I have sprayed it I run away choking, gaging, dying........ Ok a bit to far but you get what's mean right ????

Once I had done my hair I checked the time, 7:30 I will leave soon, I grabbed some lunch money, my phone and my water bottle and shoved them into my school bag, I made my way downstairs and said bye to mum, I gave her a hug and made my way outside.

As I walked along the lanes of Holmes Chapel I remembered mum telling me about a new family moving in a few houses away, that's when I saw the delivery van parked outside the new family's house, better go and say hello I guess....

As I walked closer to the house, I realised that they had a son near my age and boy was he good looking, blimey he had brown curly hair, piercing green eyes and...... DIMPLES !!!

" hello, are you the new family that just moved in ?" I asked, of course they are you idiot !

" hi and yeah we are, nice to meet you!" I'm guessing the mum said,

"This is Marcel my son,he will be coming to your school in a couple of days" she told me as Marcel made his way over,

" hi Marcel!" I said a bit to excitedly for my liking,

" hi" he shyly said, aww he's shy !!!!!

" Marcel can't you say anything else to this lovely young lady?" Anne ( Marcel's mum) said,

" how a-are you?" Marcel said stuttering,

"I'm good thanks, how are you?" I asked back,

" I'm f-fine thanks" he said slowly looking me up and down, raising an eyebrow,

" I know my outfit is disgusting, my mum makes me wear this, I hate it! I would prefer to wear more casual clothes for school but no no no, my mum doesn't like me to wear that!" By this time Anne had gone back to help out things away,

" I know what it feels like, m-my m-mum is just t-the same" Marcel told me, but he looked fine !!! He was wearing black skinny jeans, a band tee and some converse,

" I know what your thinking, but just wait till you see me at school!" He said without stuttering I might add !!!

" ok," I said " anyway I have got to get to school now see ya around!"

"Yeah, urm can I walk with you to school in a couple of days ? " he asked, just before I had turned to leave,

"Oh urm yeah sure?" I asked more of a question than an answer,

"Thanks, enjoy school" he said winking, he knew exactly what I was thinking

Yeah I'm looking forward to getting bullied for the next 6 hours!

" bye " I said waving, I turned and made my way to school

MARCEL POV

WOW!!! She was really pretty, even though she has those clothes on, i can't believe her mum makes her wear those!! But my mum is just the same, I HAVE to wear brown trousers, a grey top tucked in then a dark brown sweater on, black shiny shoes and my hair waxed back as mum says that my hair will get in my way then I'm trying to work, there no point in trying to fight with her as she would just get dad on me, you never wont to get in a fight with him, last time I did, dad slapped me round the face and kicked my ribs.......

I know what your thinking but my dad was drunk and it not like it hasn't happened before......

But I am not looking forward to staring school as a geek walking next to another geek, that will be the end of my life right there...... Well there's only one way to find out..

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