There's Hope - Jacksepticeye Fanfiction

Chapter 1.

My phone made a happy *pling*  at EXACTLY 17:00 pm. It meant Jack (A/N,I will call him Jack,but ik his name is Sean.) had uploaded another video! 

So I stopped watching TV and ran upstais to my room put on my computer and got into youtube then Jack's channel.

It was a vlog called ''I'm gonna get a kid?'' but in the video he said he and his girlfriend Signe were going to be foster parents. And that they not yet have gotten a kid to taken care of yet.

The reason was due to them never being able to get kids,well Jack could not, (A/N,I am just pretending he can't idk if he really cant.) and about that Jack had proposed to Signe and they were getting married in one and a half year or so. And instead of going to a orphanage they were going to get a child or teen or so,that already has parents but whom can't take care of their kids,trying to do something different and give those children a chance too,and this process to get a kid would take alot of time for them.

Lucky kid that will be their foster kid,I live in Sweden and I my parents are fully able to take care of me. And I love them. 

But then something happened.

One month later my parents divorced,just one month ago they seemed so happy. Mother didn't want me nor my other siblings to be around dad,yet alone live with him.

It showed out that he started using drugs due to stress. The stress of not having a job and not being able to take care of us. The stress of fighting with mom. The stress of being overweight.

Dad later died,from an overdose of some medicine that he found when he just didn't want to live anymore.

My older sister wich were adopted from Poland and have ADHD move out one week after dad's death. She lived on like nothing ever happened,mainly due to her ADHD and other sicknesses making her unable to think normally,if I am allowed to think so.

My brother got to an orphanage right after my mom broke down totally,and she were unable to take care of us,she barely took care of herself.

I were too at first going to the orphanage when a letter came home three days before I were about to leave.

It said I were going to a foster home. Without my lovely 12 year old lil brother. I broke down.

My mom couldnt take care of us. Dad died. I were being ripped apart of my brother. I cried.

And the letter was in english. Luckily I am very good at english,mainly because we start learning it at a very early age in sweden,and because I play alot of english games.

In the letter it said I were going to move to Ireland. I got curious and read on,but tears stilled rolled down my cheeks.

It said I were going to move to some Signe and Sean,wich I knew must be Signe And Jack! But wh-

Then I read that: ''If you wonder why you're moving to Ireland is due the fact you seem to be very good at english and there are a very few foster homes left in Sweden. Therefore we decided to give you the home in another country.

If your mom does not like this she has the right to change this to be in Sweden. You may not still live with her.''

My mom just nodded when I told her about it and quickly wrote down her name on a paper that came in the letter.

I were shaking. Scared. Yet happy. But very sad.

The last few days I had gotten diagnozed with Social Phobia AND depression. Great.

My life can't get any better.

I have ugly fucking akne. Ugly hair. Ugly body! Why my hips have to be wider causing me to get a natural thigh gap,everyone thinks I am anorexic. I think I eat way more than other. i hate my body...Why do I only get taller and never fucking wider? 

The 5 days I had to wait for my plane tickets to come were hideous,yet the 5 hour wait for me to get ready to go to the airport.

Luckily my mom drove me there. And she cried.

She had lost everything.

So quick.

Too quick...

It's so weird,one day you're happy. The next you're moving to another country.

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Okay that's all for now! And idk how much sense this all makes,since I am swedish and tired haha!

I am gonna edit this chapter later on,to make it better lol.

Btw A/N=Author's Note.

Hope you understood what happened anyways,love ya! :3 <3