Random, depressing stories

part 3

Is this a dream?
Are we lost?
In a virtual world
of our imagination.
Blind to the truth.
Can we see the destruction?
The destruction that occurs around us?

The ones we turn a blind eye to.
The emo fags,
The loners,
The emo scum,
The boy you beat up,
The girl who is always left behind,
The cutter,
The suicidal,
The quiet,
The nerd,
The goth,
The punk,
The satanic.

They do.
We do.
I do.

We see it.
We are destroyed by it.
We feel it,
We really do.
However we don't.
We destroy ourselves.
All because you say....

We are
Fat,
Ugly,
Stupid,
Gay,
Nerds,
Because you tell us...

" Go kill yourself",
" Bitch",
" Die already"
" You're worthless"
I could go on ....

But I won't
because some people realise.
When they ask us "what's up?"
We tell them we are...
Worthless
Done with life,
Self harmers,
Nothing,
Whores,
Bitches,
Sluts,
Fat,
Ugly,
Never enough,
Peoples last choice,
Invisible to humanity,
And more.

They tell us...
" Yes, you are",
" stop",
"You're being stupid",
" don't forget you're __________",
You never help.

You can't help.
No one can.
You don't see what we see.
You don't feel
What we feel.
We don't wish you do either.
That would mean
You have to feel
Our pain.

You are lost.
In a virtual world
of your imagination.
Blind to the truth.
Blind to our pain.
We can see in.
To that place.
That place of
Warmth,
Love,
Care,
People,
Happiness.
We can see that place.
That place you call home.

You however, can't see out.
See out into the
Pain,
Destruction,
Self hatred,
Suicide,
Blades,
Purging,
Starving,
Hate.
All because you don't look.
You don't loom deep enough.
Next time look properly before...
You bully me,
Hurt me,
Ignore me,
And maybe you will see..

The real me.