She smiled a crooked smile, looked with blind eyes and loved with a broken heart. She tried her best to see everyone for who they were and not as how she thought them to be. She tried with every inch of her soul but she never could. But she wasn't always this way. She use to look at the world as a beautiful place with many opportunities and chances for anything to happen. Her past isn't all butterflies and happy endings. Her past is full of hard facts and wrong doings put on her by others bad choices. She had it all in the begging. She had a wonderful Mom, Dad, Brother, Sister and one beautiful dog. Until everything crumbled and fell to the earth like it was nothing but clouds. She stared seeing less and less of her father she once knew. She soon realized he would never come back. It went from days to weeks to months to years since she last him. And over those years she lost connection with him more and more until the day when he longer crossed her timid mind. But maybe she thought this could be a good thing for her. Her father was never there for her. He was mentally abusive and physically abusive to her and others she loved. But during the begging of this in 2009 she was diagnosed with Diabetes. Diabetes is a chronic condition in which the pancreas creates little to no insulin. As you can I imagine this was hard for a seven year old. Having to take shots every time she ate, having to check your blood sugar every time you felt low or too high. She did find it hard but it never stopped her from being a spunky little girl.
