BI THE WAY [RANTS AND SHIT]

stab me thanks

soO MY dumb stupid ass brain wants to highkey die rn
everything i do is annoying
like i tried reading
watching
i even went to my personal instagram
bUT NOTHING IS WORKKMG
I ALWAYS GET THIS AND I HATE
i just fucking hate evrything and get fucking jumpy and shit about everytingh and my i start to have trouble breathinh and i just want to fcking stab myself

i usually eat and apple or some shit when i feel like this BUT I ALSO FEEL NAUSEOUS AF and we domt have any apples so i cant even fucking try
y must i be like this
send help pls