LIFE FOREVER...CHANGED!

My 5th Birthday!

~Victoria's POV~

  I was sleeping and I heard noises coming down the hall so I opened my eyes and looked at my clock, it was 5:00 A.M. I tried ignoring it but then I heard knocking at my bedroom door...

"Who can it be,this early in the morning?"
I wanted to go see bt I was to scared too. (I was just turning five that day!)

  Either way, I got up and went to open the door but before I opened it, I called out & asked...

"Who is it!?!..." I stayed quite to hear but...

~~No Reply!~~

I was scared but I remembered what my mom had told me(monsters and ghost will get you, if they smell fear off of you) so I acted normal and then it happened, I opened my door, I saw my family smiling and laughing. Seconds later they gave me a big, warm hug. They all said very loud,"HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICKY!!". 

Before I knew it, I had tears coming down my face. I realized I was the luckiest little girl in the world. I felt this way because i had both my parents and siblings with me. After that they sang the happy birthday song for me. I blew the candle for a wish, my wish was:

(I'm say this in my head) I wish that my family never breaks apart and that we always, always stay together as a family and that we never separate from one another in our life. And that god protects us from anything that is to come ahead of us.

Hours later many of my family members started to show up, mostly my aunt's. I was confused to what they were doing here but they all rushed to the kitchen with my mom. Then they started to cook all types of Mexican foods. Two hours later I was pushed into my older sister Rosa's room.

~~~~~Minutes later~~~~~

It was now 10:30 A.M
I had a little purple dress on with a butterfly on the right of my waist. I was surprised when I had came out because i saw a lot of decorations around in my backyard. A lot of people were arriving with lots and lots of presents!! I was so excited, I wanted to open my presents already.

Time past really fast, I had already broken my pinata and I opened my presents.I noticed how people were beginning to leaving so I ran inside to take a quick shower and got into my pajamas. I was happy that friends and family came just for me. It was night and everyone had left. My mother was getting ready to go to work. (she works in the corn field for night shifts.) My brother, and sisters were happily sleeping in their rooms. I shared a room with my little sister; Areli. I was having trouble falling asleep that night so all I did was look out the window that was next to my bed and just stared at the stars for a couple of minutes. Slowly I began to close my eyes and i had fallen asleep for a few minutes.

Moments later my bedroom door began to creek open. I woke up but I didn't dare to turn around to see who it was. I was to scared to even make a single little move, but then I felt something in my heart telling me to turn. My body had this feeling like something wasn't right and it was telling me to turn or something. Slowly my body turned around and I was scared to open my eyes. For some odd reason I was crying and shaking out of fear. I built up the courage to open my eyes and there standing in my room was a black figure. The black figure was just standing there lifting up my little sister from her bed. I go the chills from the very core of my body and some how i knew something bad was going to happen or was happening. 

The first words to come out my lips were "Who are you? and what are you doing with my little sister?". I was scared and shaking the whole time. Then the black figure turned and looked at me. All I saw was its eyes and it smiling at me. I didn't know I would regret speaking up that night. It put my little sister down and covered her carefully. Slowly it began to walk towards me, still smiling. I was so scared I started to pray to god that this was all my imagination but it wasn't. It got closer to me and I started to get the smell of alcohol and cigarettes. It was right in front of me and all I was doing was shaking. It lifted me from my bed and said " You should have just kept quiet." When I heard that whisper in my ear it sent even bigger chills through my body.

After, it began to walk out with me in its arms. And out my bedroom we went but as soon as we were out in the hallway a little beam of light came in through my kitchen window. That's when I saw its face and I was surprised but happy to see that, that "It" as I called it was really my dad. I stopped shaking and smiled and got comfortable in his arms. A minute later he dropped me on his bed and walked back to the door and locked it, he then turned to face me and told me "Take off your clothes." I didn't know what to do so then I just told myself he's my dad so i trusted him.

He began to walk towards me with a smirk on his face and I then started to ask myself "what is he doing?". He then got on top of me and I asked him "Is this a game?". He started to lick and kiss me on the neck and he said "Yes, this is a very special game, but you can't tell no one. Not even your little friends at school or your brother and sisters. OKAY!!". I just nodded my head because I was so scared and chills were running through my body. Tears began to run down my cheeks and i begged him "Daddy, please stop!! I don't like this game! please stop it!". He then started to kiss me on my chest. I yelled " Daddy, GET OFF OF ME!! PLEASSSSE!!". He didn't care and he then started to try to kiss me on my lips and I moved around so he wouldn't. Just because I didn't let him he grabbed my thigh and started to push his fingers in and I was trying to yell but then it was like I was cut off, like if I didn't have a voice at all.

I was scared than ever before. He touched me! He moved down and began to lick and suck on my breast like it was nothing. He went back up to kiss me on my lips, but closed my mouth fast so he pushed his fingers in my thigh and I opened my mouth to yell of pain. He then started to put his disgusting tongue in my mouth and I moved to try to make him stop. He then went to my neck again which gave me the chills. He didn't seem to care about the fact that I was crying and in pain. Out of no where he pulled me lower and closer to him. Then I felt the most pain I have ever felt in my five years of life. He moved rough and harder.

ALL I FELT WAS PAIN, PAIN, AND MORE PAIN INSIDE ME! I tried to get up but I felt so much pain in my body that I felt paralyzed. I couldn't move but I can feel all the pain. I started yelling as hard as I could but no one came to help,he then covered my mouth with a red bandana. Now that i had got my voice back no one heard me yelling. No one came to help me.  I still tried to yell no one came,then I asked myself in my head("WHY ISN'T NO ONE COMING TO HELP ME,PLEASE GOD IF YOU'RE REAL HELP ME")

He got tired of hearing me trying to yell so to shut me up he punched me 2 times, one in the face and the other on my rib. I was a little unconscious but I couldn't yell or even say a word! He started to hurry up and rougher. He then started to go faster, and faster,and faster. I felt like he was ripping my inside. He thrashed in and out of me roughly not caring if it hurt me. Many minutes after, the sun began to come out. A little light shined in his bedroom and I freaked more than before to see a lot of blood all around me. He pushed and shoved inside me, until he was done and pulled out and came on top of my stomach. His eyes were closed but he had a smile on his face. 

I got When he opened his eyes, he began to cry when he saw what he had done to me. Quickly he got up and clean his cum off me with one o his t-shirts. He put it in between of his beds and told me "Hurry!! Run take a shower before your mom comes home." It hurt to get up, I felt like I was crippled. He throw my clothes at me and unlocked the door for me to leave. I had tears of pain and sadness falling down my cheeks. When I got in the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror. I saw a little girl that had just gotten broken and I saw myself closer and noticed that my eyes looked like they have no life in them. I entered the tub and began to shower, the whole time I was thinking to my self:

("Why me,out of all the woman willing to give themselves and sell themselves to anyone, he picked me to do this too!WHY ME!?!")

~~~10 minutes after~~~

I got out the shower and he pulled me inside his room again. I was so scared, The only words that ran through my mind were " Please god, don't let him do this, not again please". He then grabbed me by my throat and lifted me off the floor. He just told me " Don't go telling your mom or brother or sisters OK!! Not even your friends or teachers. If you tell them, it will be your fault that our family gets separated!! Do you understand?". All I could do is nod my head up and down. I started to feel dizzy so I tapped on his arm and he let me go. I hurried and rushed out the door before my mom could get home. I ran to my room and in my covers I went and minutes later I fell asleep.