my thoughts and things

ok

after almost 13 years of being on this planet I've realized one minor thing about me and how I work, I'm just ok. I'm just ok in looks, I'm just ok at sports, I'm just ok with just about everything, it's not that I'm complaining about being just ok either it's simply that people on the street will never marvel at my beauty or even think twice about me because I'm just average. In some ways  being average is ok and in some it's infuriating, some days I want to be the person that everyone knows and wants to see but I know in my heart that I am not that and me wishing for that will only make the realization that i will never be that even harder. I might as well be an advertisement for an 8/10 and I guess the hardest part is accepting it.