BLANK-SCRIPT [by: Ndumiso Khumalo]

BLANK-SCRIPT * Chapter 2 *

I don't wanna live anymore.

It just too much for me.

Yes... Home is great, so as school is also cool.

My problem is society. I'm afraid of boys. I'm 19 years old as you know. This issue is starting to chew away my life, of course it's embarrassing.

Most people have had sex by the age of 19. But I'm not saying I want to, there's time I think I'll never know what being loved by a guy feels like.

I've never kissed a guy before, I've never been on a date or even had a boyfriend.

And it's my fault, I always pushed guys away.

I'm really worried my friend that I might be into girls, I can't even look a guy in the eyes when I talk to them.

I just dislike boys, it's like they've power to make you feel like you nothing in this world.

But, sometimes I like touching girls, I'm afraid that maybe I'm in a meter away of being a lesbian,

But I'll rather die.

She ends.

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At first I didn't understand what she was trying to tell me, but now I really know and clearly gets her pain.