I was not born yesterday
I saw you and
I saw the signs and
I saw you sink your grasp into me
I saw your controlling behavior
I saw your "why don't u spend more time with me" I saw your "but Friday's are our nights"
I sat and I watched you take up my time, my thoughts, my emotions, and my happiness.
I saw you
I felt it so vividly
I felt my life slowly slip away from me and I saw you stealing it from my soul
But I saw
I saw when u kissed her
I saw when u told her you loved her
I thought you loved me?
I saw when u ripped my heart out my chest and I lost control.
But I took you back.
Then i took you back again.
Then again.
And again.
But now, I will not take you back.
I will not let you rule my emotions my thoughts anymore
You will not keep me up at night crying thinking WHY ME when I know it wasn't me. It was you.
It was you when u cheated
It was u when u threw me into that fucking staircase
It was you who attacked me and left me wishing for death
It was all you
You who did this
And I will not stand for it. Not anymore
