I always thought I'd have a good life. To grow up and have a family. Maybe go to college, I never thought that I would have become a youtuber.
My life was great. I had friends and family that loved me dearly. I was one of the smartest kids in my grade. Then I moved.
I moved away from my perfect life, to a place where everyone was a stranger. My family never took notice of how sad I was on the inside. So instead of socializing I spent my days in my room contemplating life. One day that changed.
I was in my room as always when I found YouTube. At the time I was into vloggers. My old friends then recommended me to some gamers. Of course being the good friend that I am I took a look. I kept watching and watching.
For some reason I felt hope again. Watching gamers helped me through the hard times. They helped inspire me. That's when I realized that when I was older I'd start a YouTube channel.
Sadly those dreams were crushed. My parents took away everything of mine that envolved YouTube. They did it just because I said something not that bad to my siblings. The thing is my parents have heard me say it time and time again. I just broke.
When we moved I cried at almost every little thing. YouTube kept me out of falling into depression. My parents then took it all away on my birthday. Yet I still had way to be close to YouTube.
Wattpad has changed my life. I could still read about youtubers. It helped me create videos in secret and post some of them on instagram.
It's not YouTube, but it's the closest thing I got. Now most people want me to actually become a youtuber. I think I will but in secret. All I need now is a mask.
