Until My Last Breath

Brie

I open my eyes squint at the sun shining in my face I look to see that I was in the hospital but I didn't know how I got here the door to the room opens I shuted my eyes pretending I was asleep I felt those familiar warms lips on mine kissing me I gave up and kiss back soon he let go

"I knew you weren't sleep so why did you do it brianna"

I gave him a glare he chuckles because he knows how much I hate to be called by my real name so does nikki when seth calls her nicole he pulls up a chair grabbing my hair looking into my eyes

"Brie and I didn't know I just wanted everything to be okay again but it won't you jacob are the two best things to happen me and know I'm you guys"

"That doesn't mean you try kill yourself you know how awful that was to see our son cry over your body hoping you weren't dead and me I pray every minute I wouldn't lose you or our baby did you forget you were the that told me to keep fighting to birth of our baby but I can't do it if you're doing this so I need you to hold on for me please"

"What happens if I can't and I finally let go"

"Well it won't happen again because I won't let it I wanna be able to walk in to my family smiling each day I wake up or be tired after a night of playing with my kids day I wanna witness that happening not you or any of kids in the hospital feeling like they're ready to give up on life"

I don't want to cry I had enough of it so I kept it all in he brings me into a hug I took a scent of his cologne he pulls me back making me look at him he just smiles so he can make laugh I laugh with him he embrace me some more until he spoke up again

"How about we go on vacation for awhile spending a lot of time together before I have live the rest my life here there is only three months left I wanna spend time with my family"

"Where would we go there so many places out in the world"

"Let's take jacob down memory lane let's show him how me and you became one whole heart"

I agree with him family time with my boys would do some good three months would roman will be a happy memories to share with are new born we spend the rest of the night holding each other with I slowly drifted off to sleep