Jolie

Chapter 1

Kathy's POV:

I hug my mother tightly. I had my very own diary. That means writing on scraps of paper is over. Yay!

I go up the wooden stairs to my bedroom. I fall onto my bed with joy.I lay prostrate using up every single corner of the bed. I live up in the South of England. The countryside area.

Every weekends, I would have to milk the cows, fetch the eggs and round up the sheep. You may think that is easy but it's not. I would have to wake up at 6 a.m just to finish those three jobs just in time for Lunch. Then I will be able to write in my diary and do some homework. I don't have time for friends that this moment.

I slip on my wellington boots and tuck my brown shirt into my black jeans. I tie my puffy hair back and apply cream to my caramel hands.

"Kathy!!" My father calls for me. I run down the stairs and stand in front of him.

"Yes father.."

"Have you done your job and all!"

"Yes father.."

"Have you fetch 32 eggs exact?"

I bite the side of my lip. I didn't wait for the chickens to give the egg so I..just took 30 eggs.. I didn't respond to him.

"Well..?" He had a strong tone in his voice. He could thrash me with his wooden stick at any moment. And it would be terrible.

"Ruby dear count the eggs for me.." Father said to mother.

He stared at me. His bright blue eyes looked deeply into my dark brown eyes.

"30 eggs so far.." My mother said. A tear fell from my cheek.

Father turned red. He pulled at my hair. I yelped in pain.

"What did I tell you?"

"32 eggs father.."

"And what did you do?"

"30-"

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He slapped my cheek. It turned from brown to red. I cried. I had nothing to say or do.

"Haven't I told that I like to be specific, huh? Who feeds yah? Me. Who provides you shit? Me!" he shouted. "And all you do is act like a silly lazy bitch and get 30 eggs!"

"I'm sorry Father!" I cried. Hot tears were running down my cheeks. They felt like fire.

"Don't be sorry. You should have thought twice. I work extra hard just for you. And this is what you give me! You treat me like crap!"

"I DONT!" I scream. "I swear I don't. I love you Father!"

"I don't LOVE you! And I NEVER will!" He shouted in my ear. "You're just crap. Nobody loves you, Kat! Thats why you ended up in an Adoption Center!"

I couldn't even-

I pushed him away.

I can't even..breathe-

"Don't tell her Pat!" My 'mother' begged.

"She will have to know the truth Ruby!"

He gave me a crumpled piece of paper. I ran up the stairs and read it through over and over again.

He hates me. I thought he was my father.

I thought he loved me.

I hate him.

I hate her.

I have everyone.

I hate Life.

I hate this world.

Why do I have to go through so much pain and hurt? Why is my life so messed up? He's right I'm nothingness. I'm worth nothing. I sob so much. They left me because I'm nothing. Is it because of my skin? Is that why everyone hates me?! I was stupid thinking that they loved me. They were just like everyone else.

At school everyone hates me..including the teachers. They put me down like crap. They look at me like I'm a piece of rubbish. EVEN RUBBISH IS BETTER THAN ME!

I just wanna-

I let out a deep sigh

No. I can't be pushed about by them.

I must win.