Forever isn't always forever • joey Birlem ;) || completed ||

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* 3 years later *
It's has been three years and I am 19 now and tayler is 22 and so is tori we all get alone really well now but tayler moved out just down the street with his girlfriend and me and geo are still together we are moving into our own apartment soon. I don't talk to all my tour friends anymore except Brandon and Mark because they always Snapchat me.I still have them on social media they seem to be pretty happy without me and I think they forgot about me anyway well Loren and joey hate me. Oh talking about joey he has a new girlfriend Molly but I had geo so I didn't matter that's why I broke up with him anyway to meet someone new I am happy for him if only he was the way about me but oh well that was years ago.
Last night I stayed at geo's house because his mum is away.
" cass come load some of your furniture into the truck " geo yelled from down stairs
" okay coming" i yell running to get some furniture.
The truck was taking all our stuff there so we where ready to move straight in I was so excited I wanted to spend my future with geo we always talk about it.

* 2 weeks later *
My and geo have moved into our unit and Brandon and Mark don't talk to me anymore there probably to busy with fam and stuff. I feels good not to be known and to life a normal life but I do miss tour a lot.
I got up in the morning and walked to the bathroom and vomited in the toilet geo walked in and held me hair back.
" babe you never get morning sickness " geo said helping my stand up.
" yer I know hays what's weird " I said getting a Drink

* 1 week later *
At doctors
" so your baby will be due in 9 or so weeks see you soon " the doctor said
I got up from the table
" geo your going to be a dad and me a mum I don't think I am ready " I said crying
" babe don't cry its will be okay we can get through with together " he said whipping my tears

* 8 weeks later *
Geo and I where driving to the hospital to have a check up when all of sudden
" babe a tree" I yelled
The tree was the last thing I saw until it was black but I heard someone scream
" babe I am sorry I love you " geo yelled
I opened my eyes and my dad was sitting next to me
" dad is that you " I said a bit confused because my eyes where a bit blurry.
" yes beautiful I am here and Tay " he said
" where's geo " I said sitting up looking around
" and the baby "
" cass geo and the baby didn't make it " my dad said hugging me .
" it's all my fault WANT have I don't " i said screaming and crying
" cass calm down it's not your fault it's no ones fault " tayler said standing up next to me holding my hand as I cried in my dads shoulder
" dad is can't be happening am I hurt " I said to him looking around myself to see what I hurt.
" no your fine just the baby got squished and they took it out but your fine " he said crying
I looked at the scar on my stomach.
" how long have I been in here" I said
" 1 week " tayler said
" I wanna go home dad" I said
" yer we are going home soon" he said kissing my cheek
" no dad I wanna go back to America " I said
" I can't be here knowing my boyfriend and baby die on this road" I said crying
" who will you live with " dad said
" dad I am 19 now I will make friends " I told him
" okay if you want to " he said

* 6 weeks later *
I got all the furniture and stuff from my apartment and send them away to my new place in LA. Tomorrow I was leaving to LA.
I woke up and got ready for my bags and asked tayler to pick me up and take me.
" cass I am here" tayler yelled from down stairs
" okay coming" I said and got my bags and ran down.
* At airport *
We arrived at the airport and I got out
" cass are you sure you wanna do this" tayler said hugging me
" positive" I said
I wake away and into the airport
" I love you " tayler yelled
" love you most " I said waving
He got back into the car and drove away
I head into the airport gates and sat until they called my flight.
I was waiting for about 15 minutes then they called my flight I got on and just remember 3 years ago I was coming here crying now I am coming back what if I see my old friends would they recognise me or even wanna see me.
They flight was so long and boring especially boring because I was all alone. I thought about my life and how hard it has been the last 4 years it is crazy i never pictured my life this crazy so many loved ones have die or I have lost. I became sleepy and fell asleep.
" hello excuse me miss you have to get off the flight now" the flight attendant said shaking me.
" oh sorry I will get off now " I said grabbing my stuff
Now one new I was coming I had no one over here. Joey has a girlfriend and I am not sure about everyone else.
I was scared but kinda excited

Sorry this was boring and really bad ily and I know I was lazy asf and skipped so many months
Omg 4K y'all so cute 😘