Don't judge

part one

He has a beautiful house with high ceilings and giant windows and all I can think is of course this beautiful boy will have a gorgeous house and family. On our way to his room that would most likely be as neat and organized like every other room in the house I noticed how there wasn't any family photos up even in my house there is . Once we reached his room he kind of got shy and was scared of letting me in and that's when he said, "You are the first girl to ever step foot in my room except my mom." At first I was very confused because you look at him and think there would be plenty of girls in his room but I guess I am the first.The most shocking part was when I walked in and saw that it was a room had dark blue walls and rock band posters up everywhere I have to say my favorite was the Twenty One Pilots. The only  weird thing about his room is that he has a water bed so that means I will find somewhere else to sit because I don't want to make a fool of myself trying to sit on the bed. I ended up sitting on the floor in front of it. That's when I noticed he has a very beautiful guitar. I love to play the guitar I guess it is time to talk to him.

"so you like to play the guitar?"I asked

"Yeah I like to do covers of songs, do you play too?"

This is when I did something I never thought I would ever do and asked if I could play his guitar.

" yeah do you want to hear something"

"Of course if I know the song do you think I can join in"

Ashton walked over picked up the guitar and handed it to me. I said thanks and started to play.

"I don't know my name

I don't play by the rules of the game

So you said I'm just trying

Just trying

So I heard you are my sisters friend

You get along quite nicely

You ask me why I cut my hair

And change myself completely

I don't know my name

I don't play by the rules of the game

So you say I'm just trying

Just trying

I went from bland and popular

To joining the marching band

I made the closest friends

I'll ever have in my lifetime

I am lost

Trying to get found

In an ocean of people

Please don't ask me any questions

There won't be a valid answer

I'll just say...

I don't know my name

I don't play by the rules of game

So you say I'm just trying

Just trying

I now know my name

I don't play by the rules of the game

So you say, I'm not trying

But I'm trying

To find my way"

I looked up at Ashton to see him standing there recording me and all I could think was please don't send that to anyone.

"Were you recording me the whole time."

"Yes a voice like that deserves to be shared."

"When did you start recording."