Walking trough a hallway full of people
Eyes fixed on every inch of my body
I hear them whisper, i see them look
I wish i could hear what they say
I wish i could avoid the echoes of their laughs
I wonder what theyre saying
Maybe something like how my hair looks greasy today
Or why are my eyes so weird
I tell them, in big loud words " Fuck you "
Or at least, i wish i did, but i dont, but i seriously want to
But instead, i swallow it, choking on those words
Normally, the act of digesting such a strong, powerfull word is the reason behind my lack of sleep
I hate it, i hate doing this, but im just too much of a coward
Come on! Stop fucking laughing! Can you tell me what's up with that?!
Help me! Tell me what's wrong! Im lost in a maze of mixed standards and opinions
Im lost...Im lost in what looks good and what it looks bad
I want to be diferent, but here i am
Acknowledging every single comment, every single look, every single laugh
I dont want to become the same as you all, i fucking hate you all, but i feel like i am
But im lonely, and dont know what to do
Im confused, and i dont know where to go
I start to feel myself losing it, i start walking weird
In the middle of all this confusion, i drop 10 cents
I sweat, i want to cry, i want to drop on my knees and scream
But someone approaches
Naive, dumb and stupid, i believe they would help me picking up the coin
But instead, they take it to themselves
I dont react, i just keep walking, i want to get out of this hallway, now
Im scared of confrontation, im short and weak, i dont fit the profile of a threat
I just keep walking
Because in this hallway, i feel like i am the biggest coward.
