Ruby (Joshler)

Just Dreaming

Tyler's POV•
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It happened again.
That same dream I always have
It just feels so real and I don't understand what it means or why I continue having it.
There's always a voice... Like-like a girl's voice, and she tries telling me something but it's so unclear.
The more I have that same dream, the more I start to see or hear more of what she says to me.
I want to know what she says, I feel like she says something important-something that I need to know.

Why does it feel like I'm not just dreaming?

Anyways,
I guess I'll say a little bit about myself.
Um- My name is Tyler Robert Joseph and I'm 16, I'm currently 4 weeks into my Junior year of high school and so far... I hate it.
I go to lunch, have breaks, and walk to class alone. I decide to stay away from people because I know that I get too attached and... I don't want it to happen again.
I had a boyfriend last year but some things happened between us.
Things that I don't wish upon anyone.
So that ended and I don't really like talking about it that much.
I guess that's all to it.
I hope it gets better tomorrow.
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I stop thinking about that dream and walk to the bathroom.
And look at myself in the mirror for a minute.

The voice starts telling me things again...

You think someone would like you if they knew how messed up you really are?

It's.
All.
Your.
Fault.

You deserve what he did to you.

"I'VE HAD ENOUGH!! LEAVE. RIGHT. NOW."
I yell at the voice.
And with that the whole room is silent. With only the sound of plates being placed on a table downstairs.
I hear faint whispering coming from my parents as I walk downstairs to leave for school.
"I'm really worried about him?Maybe we should get him a therap-oh hey sweetie, how'd you sleep?" My mom says awkwardly as she realizes I heard some of their conversation.
"I slept just fine mom, thanks for asking. I have to get going." I say back slightly upset at what I'd just heard as I grab my backpack to leave for school.
"Oh alright then. Bye, I love you Tyler." She says as I hug her and kiss her cheek before walking out the door.

I hope today is better.

A/N: lol I wrote this originally in my science notebook.
Super short chapter i know I know.
Whoops.