Her heart was broken by the boy who promised he'd never leave her. He lied to her face when he said he loved her she was so attached to him she couldn't see that he was only using her. She was told so many times that he was only going to hurt her. She didn't listen because all the lies he kept feeding her. Her friend tried telling her about all the shit he kept saying about her. She didn't want it to be true so she just asked him. He got mad and told her, "how could you believe her? I'm your best friend you shouldn't trust her, she's just jealous." She knew her friend wouldn't try and hurt her but she lied to herself and and told him she didn't believe her. After school he'd race her to the park. Skating down the street laughing and having fun. He'd go home and text her late at night and tell her he loved her and that they would be best friends forever. But he slowly started fading out and started talking to her less. Treating her like shit she would just brush it off even though she knew everything he ever told her was a fucking lie. She couldn't stop sticking up for him even when he left her feeling blue. He kicked her to the side and left her feeling broken and used. She watched him walk away and he just watched her break and break. He could never tell her what she did so wrong he'd just tell her lie after lie and then tell there friend how he hated her and never loved her. So broken and confused her only escape was when she had a blade in her hand and tears rushing down her face. She turned to drinking and smoking to try and drown out the pain. School was hell for her as she watched him walk passed her like he never even knew her. She stayed up late trying to figure out what the fuck she did so wrong she couldn't drown her thoughts out. She cried herself to sleep hoping to wake up to this all just being a bad dream. A year went by and she was still feeling the same. She missed him so much she just held on to hope that maybe he'd come back. She knew he wouldn't and her sadness was tearing her apart. Her suicidal thoughts always eating her alive. She doesn't know how much more of this pain she can take. Everyday is a battle for her and she doesn't want to keep fighting anymore. "How do I deal with this pain?" She yells as she falls to the floor. How do you fix a broken heart?
