So you know that feeling? Like, hey you're just utterly in love; (love
ləv/
noun
1.
an intense feeling of deep affection.
2.
a person or thing that one loves.
verb
1.
feel a deep romantic or sexual attachment to someone.)
It's such a pain in the ass going through so many emotions at once. Struggling through the world, everyone, just trying to survive. Anyway, a little "autobiography" on me is that I'm thirteen. (Yeah, a thirteen year old who fell in love with the most amazing person in the world.) My name is to be classified as J for now, and I'm attending eighth grade.
I'm confused on so much, algebra homework, the "SCIENCE OF ALL THINGS" - Mr. G, my friend's confused feelings, and what I feel about myself. All of this is so tedious, I'm very upset about school. I've recently just started school and I'm sort of okay with my classes. I met up with my friends, got a schedule, and then I saw the girl who I've been waiting for all summer. Well, let's just call her Y.
Most of you will question "Who's this girl?!", she's just this person, ya know? Sometimes you don't have the words because you're always changing it. You can never find the exact words on how you feel about your emotions. Personally, I love her. She gives me the feeling where she doesn't have to do anything at all and I'll still love her. We planned to see each other over the summer but never did. Yeah, it hurt me. But when I saw her ever since the last day of school, I was jubilant. There was just a moment of joy, but I didn't look like I was happy.
Maybe the reason why I wasn't happy was because I started to break. Like I said, I'm just utterly in love and it's a pain in the ass going through all these emotions. I'm too sensitive over her, I think I'm going to explode! But there's that part of me that just. Can't stop loving her, you know?
