I'm not who you think I am...

The real me..

Hello! ❤️ Today I am going to tell you about my life. Now..I'm not here to make you depressed... I'm here to make you realize that you are LOVED. ❤️

Have you ever been called these words? Bitch, lazy, attention whore, stupid, ugly, disgusting. Or even been told to drink bleach or kill yourself? I have. Online, at school...even at home. Ever since I've been called these hateful words, my life changed. People started rumors about me. They made fun of me. They laughed at me. Some of them hated me.

    I became depressed...I started having suicidal thoughts and attempting self harm...my mom found out....and that's when my life became a living hell during the summer..even now. Her screaming became worse. She threatened me. She called me a bitch and even cursed at me.  I cried almost every night. It's amazing what long sleeves and fake smiles can hide

I wanted to die so bad :(

But it turns out that...I'm not the only suicidal person at school...they had many problems in their lives. Even being bullied. They became my best friends. Right now...the amount of friends I have is uncountable! :) sure I cry and become depressed but...my friends help me. At school, Wattpad, Quotev, Instagram and even Kik. ❤️

Remember! YOU ARE LOVED! Suicide ruins the chances of life getting better. Trust me. Life WILL get better. Just give it time 💕

I'd like to thank madgirl2868 and Jadedragon13 for making me so happy and to feel accepted on Wattpad!!! ❤️❤️❤️