I'm sorry. I get jealous about every little thing you do. Your mine yet everything you have is every thing I still want. Your job....your life. I don't only get jealous of you talking to other people but I get jealous of you talking about the great things you have....all the things I can't have. I enjoy watching and listening as you talk. The way your lips move and your face lights up when you talk about the things you love. That smile reminds me that the most beautiful woman on this earth is mine. But still everything you say makes me wish that I have what you do...... I wish I made the money you make....I wish I had the friends you have.......fuck being honest on a good day.....I wish I had the family you had.......I wish you could understand how I feel..... Everything you have.....is everything I could ever wish for.....including the fact that you get to see your own face whenever you want and I can't. I love you and I want you to know that no matter what.... I'm here to help you and once again.... I'm sorry....I don't mean to get so jealous.
