sometimes it all hurts so much,
it stops to hurt at all.
when it finally goes too numb,
too much and you can't feel you mind,
you get out of control.
you get out of your own hands
and nothing could ever stop you.
you start to play by your own rules, your own game and do it all your way.
because you're too tired to feel joy, anger, pain, fear.
you are not a human being anymore.
or at least, you don't feel like one.
