sad elephant

sad sad life

Every other elephant could walk I still stuck. Every
elephant laugh at me saying I was a loser I am a big crowed I couldn't say anything to the other elephants. The all eat the same things,meat but I enjoy eating plants I feel like an alien I did not belong on earth . I act strong on outside but inside I feel like I'm dying. The most saddest things is I too shy even to speak to anyone let allow to do my dream life so hard it get harder every day when I feel something finely work out it proves me wrong every single time. I constantly ask myself what the meaning off life ? , will it even be solved the answers no. No elephant will ever know how I feel and they never been like me. When I was really good at everything I had a lot of friends but know I bad at everything and everyone basically hate me for just being me. I don't even fit in with my own friends. my parents all way tell me be a soldier but cant I can not anymore I hind my tears I don't like showing the other elephants that I am weak . Have you ever been shuck in your own poo will let me tell you  I have I unsure weathet I going to go or or to say I unsure what life has plan. Even the best problem solver cannot solve my problems only one person on earth can to the impossible and yes that is me but again its impossible , yes I have heard quote nothing impossible if you set your mind to it well what about coming back from the died that is impossible. Why do people bully people say it makes the person feel better will what about the other person? confusing me

you made me feel like I was you friend then you stab me in the back like I was nothing😧😳