Dear Conscious, I'm In Love With A Serial Killer

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I smiled sickly as I closed my eyes leaning back in the chair thinking. What should I do with her? Kill her? Keep her? Torture her for life? Or create a new monster to stand beside me?
"I like the fifth idea." I say smiling, "I'll torture her till she becomes like me."
I grabbed the knife on the light stand and walked back to my bedroom. I stood in the doorway watching her squirm and thrash around trying to free herself until she saw me in the doorway.
"Sit still now." I say as I walked to her side of the bed.
She ignored my command still thrashing around when I sat on the edge running my hands through her hair softly and down the side of her stomach intimately. She started to calm down and I scooted closer when she watched me with curious eyes.
"Sit still ok?" I say as she watched me, "This won't hurt...much."
She shrieked the gag wrinkling her cries shrill and low as I cut her wrists, enough that she bled profusively, but not so much that she would die. I brushed her cheek kissing her forehead brushing my lips from the center across in a butterfly formation when she brought her knee up kicking me in the pants and I grunted in pain grabbing her by her wrists.
"Stop. fighting. me." I say, "Eventually, you will learn to appreciate me."
She looked at me tears burning as they fell and I let go of her wrists cutting the cloth off the bed post and I walked back to the kitchen. I placed the knife back in the cutting block and sighed bending over the counter tears falling. I didn't want to hurt her. I slammed my fists into the tile counter the blood had soaked through my shirt staining my skin. I unbuttoned my top staring at the bloody spots on my torso and blood that stained my hands. I tilted my head to the side closing my eyes. I was a flawed design. And she was the victim of my sick and twisted mind. I bit my lip thinking again. I needed to convince her that she had no choice, that inside she truly was just like me...That without me she was nothing. My breathing quieted as I heard noises in the bedroom. I plucked up the knife from the cutting board and walked holding it slanted. She was on her knees a gun held to her forehead a man in uniform holding the gun, with her arms around her stomach. I was quiet and didn't draw any attention to myself as she looked up. She looked up at the officer tears streaming down her beautiful makeup smeared face the gun pressed to the middle of her forehead.
"Where is he??!" The man screamed, "WHERE!!!!!!!!!?????"
"I don't k-know...Please..." She says.
That was the first time I had heard her talk before and her voice was beautiful even when she was afraid. I watched her shift her weight.
"I'm sorry...I love you.." She said looking right at me.
"Freeze!!!" I scream.
I threw the knife with accuracy and felt the bullet hit my shoulder with impact.
"Gabe!!"She cried.
She scrambled to get up and ran to me.
"It's not bad." I promise her irritated and angry.
"Okay." She says nodding.
She gasped looking around as she heard the officer get up.
"Don't!"
I watched as she thrusted the knife farther and held it tight as he fell causing the knife to cut through him by itself. She looked down at him and kicked him over onto his back. I watched her as she looked at her hands and the bloody knife in it. Her taste for blood was just beginning. She dropped the knife and ran to help me up. I was slightly smiling to myself. I just turned her a new leaf over, let's keep this up Gabe.
She helped me to the couch in the den and I peeled off my shirt.
"Let me." She says sincerely.
I nod okay watching as she gets on her knees beside me and pulls the bullet out as I groan biting my tongue biting as hard as I possibly could. I relaxed hearing it lightly hit the coffee table across us when she looked up.
"Give me a second ok?"
I nod smiling.
"Okay." I say smiling watching her change in front of me.
"Whatcha need sweet girl?"
"Something to stop the bleeding.." She says looking around holding out her hands, "Tourniquet maybe.. or a cloth...a rag maybe... Just something."
I nodded my head towards the kitchen.
"Need me to get it?" I say half grinning as I placed my hand across my shoulder, "I can."
It was too late I was already up going to the kitchen getting to the drawer. I cried out in pain going limp. She ran to my side as I leaned against the counter.
"3rd drawer on the left. A pack of gauze. More than one if you need them all."
She nods pulling open the drawer and I groan leaning more towards the counter.
"Got them. Go back to the couch ok?" She says.
I nod going back to the couch as she follows me. I sigh as I fall back onto the couch beginning to sweat sheens all over.
"It's hot in here..." I mumble.
"That's your body keeping your temperature from dropping. It's keeping you from getting hypothermia if you were outside." She says.
And she's smart too...Beautiful little mind.
I squirm uncomfortable as she draws a line from the wound.
"I'm sorry if this hurts Gabe...." She says softly.
"I'll understand.." I groan.
I cried out in pain as she stitched it blood everywhere. She got closer to me as her lowcut top gave me a sneak peek of her goods. I cried out again as she pulled it tense and tied it off.
"I'm sorry I got you into this babe..I'm sorry..." I say brushing her face.
"It's okay." She says quietly, "I love you.."
I held her side brimging her close my lips molding to hers gently with care. I heard her gasp when I started unzipping her pants.
"I love you too." I say smiling deepening the kiss as I cupped her cheeks smearing blood on her face. She used her teeth to pull my lips taut teasing me. I unbuttoned her top pulling it down her elbows as she shrugged out of it. I forced her onto her back using her elbows to prop up her head against the couch arm with me between her legs. She moaned softly at first as my forehead was against hers. The moaning got louder as I went further my lips pressing to her forehead as she moaned loudly below me.
"Gabe..." She finally cried, "Gabriel.."
I could hear our heavy breathing when her moaning surrounded me.
"You had me scared back there that you were gonna die Babie.." I gasped.
She moaned even louder as I was fully inside her bulging and pulsing with pleasure. I groaned against her my hands around her neck her eyes burning into mine. I squeezed slightly as she bucked under me. The blood slathered on my hands smeared all over her body. She moaned softly as I felt a pop grunting as it happened.
"Let me have a minute." I whisper to her.
She nods closing her eyes relaxing as I took a breather.
"I want to be yours." She says boldly.
"You are mine Sweetheart." I say brushing her sweat damp hair. She sighed feeling my hands explore her body.
"Your mine forever."
She teased me with her lips first and her hands as I went back inside. She moaned softly as I started halfway again.
"I want it Gabe..I want all of you inside me till I'm dying for more of you." She cried tears falling. I groaned forcing myself even further inside her when she moaned softly like a child under me. I fucked her like there was no tomorrow for us. She screamed louder with each violent thrust when she screamed so shrilly under me the hairs on the back of my head stood up. I began to hear a fleshy slapping sound as I kept going. Her body moved with every thrust her breasts jiggling when she bowed her back clinging to me screaming my name at the top of her lungs.
"Gabe!!!!!!" She screamed her hand closing around mine as she trembled the orgasm so strong she needed help over the edge. I groaned when suddenly it was quiet and all I could hear was our heavy breathing as we finished together. She moaned softly when her cheeks turned pink as I hit it again even harder causing her to moan loudly as it popped again.
"I love you.." I whispered against her naked body.
"I love you too." She answered back.