Fragile

Safe?

3rd person-

Tweek continued to hobble towards the lunch hall. The small boy had gotten used to the routine as of late. It began with a class with the monotone lanky boy and an invite to sit with him. Then tweek would stop off at the boy's bathrooms for his daily dose of pain and then hobble to lunch. This had been the blondes school lunch routine for about two weeks now. He was anticipating a change, nothing ever went how he needed, or better yet wanted. He was getting used to his life as it was.

Everything was slowly changing. He was falling for craig tucker, the monotone asshole. Well that is other people's opinion of him. He was actually kind if he wanted to be, yes his eyes still held a layer of darkness behind them but they warmed ever so slightly when around his friends and family. Tweek was a little less nervous at lunch, which was nice for the boy since he was a nervous wreck all hours of the day. Whenever he was around the people he was beginning to trust again, he felt somewhat safe. Craig had the best effect on him. Whenever something went wrong, the raven haired knight in dull blue armour would just glare and tweek would be free... for that moment anyhow.

Tweeks pov:

"hi tweek" token greeted as I sat down at the large rickety bench. This thing always feels like it will break! It freaks me out so much. Maybe it's because I'm sat on it? Well that's one thing I haven't been called yet... fat.

"ERK h-hi" i mumbled while clutching my coffee flask with all my strength. Which wasn't much as I was just... oh never mind you know the drill.

"hey tweek" craig said while turning to look at me in the eyes. "did you sleep last night dude? You look tired" he asked looking a little... worried?

"y-yea, I t-think I h-had l-like f-four h-hours" I replied while looking up to emphasise my point. I actually think It was two but I'm not telling.

"Four?! How do you survive on that?!" clyde butts in and scares me a little.

"GAH I DON'T KNOW!" I yell in surprise. Great now the whole canteen is freaking looking at me. Craig glares at them and they all swiftly turn around and continue as they were. Sometimes I'm grateful for his intimidating, stotic nature.

"dude you need to see a doctor. That's not healthy" token advises me looking worried.

"I h-have p-pills b-but t-they d-do GAH! N-nothing"

"Go and see the doctor then" Craig chimes in. wow now its attack tweek day. I don't need this. They are gonna start bullying me soon! No! I can't tell them anymore about me! They are the enemy, OH NO! ARE THEY GIVING CARTMAN INFROMATION!

"GAH! THIS IS WAY TOO MUCH PRESSURE!" I screech and curl up into a ball. If I run, they will get me again.

"Tweek, chill we aren't shouting at you. Were just worried" clyde sighed before throwing his arm around my shoulders. I flinched but I hope no one noticed.

"o-ok"

"oh, tweek I just remembered! Us three are meeting stan's friends somewhere in town this weekend. You in?" token offered and this panicked me, how the heck am I getting out of this!

"n-no I c-cant, I e-erm.. h-have a s-shift a-at th-the coffee s-shop"

"oh don't worry, it's not in the evening" token smiled with warm eyes. Fuck. I'm screwed. I have to say yes now otherwise they'll hate me!

"o-oh, o-ok t-then" I reply trying to force a convincing smile to form on my lips.

"cool! Ill text stan now then" he beamed then pulled out his phone. I'm so screwed!

"Why do you have to go to the office everyday?" craig suddenly asks from the other side of the bench. Shit? how do i blow this one off?! think quick tweek!

"o-oh, i h-have t-to t-talk t-to s-someone for t-tenish mi-minutes e-each day" i lie hoping he bought it. i think he did, its plausible for me anyway. I'm a freak.

"ok, just wondering"

"right, so were meeting by stark's pond at around twelve, he said the usual spot" token feeds back out of the blue.

Usual spot?! They are working against me! information is being leaked to cartman and the others! oh god i'm doomed now, I've let my guard down too much and now... and now my crush and 'friends' are screwing me over! I fell right into the trap!

--------time skip to after last period---------

Why does the teacher insist on keeping us later than when the bell goes?! Uts stupid and now im rushing to get to the bus on time, i cant be caught by them tonight. I just cant be. Okay the bus is still in the bay, just please... NO NO don't leave now!

The bus pulls away leaving tweek with a short but petrifying run home. Walking would be the wrong way to describe it as tweek runs and doesn't stop for anything.

Haiii!
So yea im back to updating! Hopefully. Its been way too long. Also thankyou for the reads! It means a lot to me. Im surprised since this is a depressing book but thankyou!
Im gonna give up on promises but i want to get some kind of schedule so yup.... ill see how that goes

Bai~
Sky<3