Chapter Ten

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Bahja Rodriguez

I Was Texting Lo

Me: They Want Me To Move To Cali

Lo👯: That's Great

Me: Lo Ion Wanna Leave You Down In Atl By Yourself

Lo👯: Girl Im Fine, I'm In College Living Life, I'm 18 Stop It, Go To Cali

Me: You Sure?

Lo👯: Positive

Me: Ok

I Set My Phone Down As Tish And Santo Walked Up To Me, "What You Doing?" Tish Asked "I Guess I'll Go, But I'm Not Living With Santo" I Said "Why" Santo Said "Because It's To Early For All That" I Said "You Always So Difficult" Santo Said "I Have To Go Back To Atl Anyway To Get All My Shit" I Said

"I'll Go With You" Santo Said "So We've Got All This Shit Settled, Bahja Tomorrow You'll Take Chres Private Jet To Go Get Your Stuff From Atl, And I'll Have Everything Ready When You Get Back" Tish Said Walking Away On Her Phone

Santo Looked At Me And Just Kept Staring "Ummm Hey" I Said When He Pecked My Lips "Why You Looking Like That?" I Asked "Because Just Tryna Wrap My Head Around Shit" Santo Said I Nodded

"So Get This, We Never Been On A Actual Date" I Said He Shrugged "I'm Not One Of Those Dates Type Of People" Santo Said "Why?" I Said "Because I Just Don't Like Being Around People, And It Wouldn't Be A Date With Paparazzi And Fans Bugging Us Through It All" Santo Said

"What About Before You Had The Fame, Did You Go On Dates" I Asked "No, Because All My Girlfriends Knew Me Well Enough" Santo Said "So You Saying Ion Know You Well Enough?" I Asked

"Don't Go Switching Around Words Now And What's All This Leading To Bahja" Santo Said "Let Me Take You On A Date" I Said He Chuckled "What's Funny?" I Said "Cause That Seem Like Something I Would Ask You, But We Both Know You Ain't No Normal Girl" Santo Laughed

"Boy Get Yo Life" I Laughed Pushing Him "You Wanna Go On A Date Foreal?" Santo Asked I Nodded "Then I'll Go Just For You" Santo Said "Nothing To Classy Though, A Day Of Us Just Being Regular People" I Said "I Doubt That'll Happen But Ok" Santo Said Wrapping Up On Me
He
"Have Some Faith Man" I Said "Have Some Faith And Get Y'all Asses Up And Come On So We Can Get Ready For The Last Show Today" Tish Said We Just Sat There "Y'all Think Im Fucking Around" Tish Said We Laughed As Santo Stood Up Kissing My Lips Then Walking Off The Tour Bus With Tish

---A Hour And A Half Later---

I Walked Off The Tour Bus Getting Blinded By Paparazzi, Santos Bodyguard Maneuvered Me Threw The Crowd And Into The Building, I Looked Backstage Seeing My Dad With Another One Of My Half Sisters That I Never Met Before, She Was Getting A Autograph From Santo

I Walked Over There And Leaned On Santos Shoulder, My Da Seemed Surprised To See Me "Oh My God Your Bahja" The 14 Year Old Girl Freaked, I Smiled "Bahja?" Da Said "Hey" I Dryly Said "Y'all Know Each Other?" Santo Said "This Is My Father" I Said "What?" The Girl Said

"How's Lo" Da Asked "Fine" I Said "She Has To Be Atleast 15 Now Right" He Said "18" I Said "Wow You Girls Have Gotten Big, I Haven't See You Since-" He Started "6 Years Ago" I Finished "I Know I've Been Busy But-" He Started Again

"We Grew Up Without A Father" I Said Feeling Myself Getting Worked Up, Santo Saw It To Cause He Grabbed My Waist "I Know And I Left Because Your Mother Was On Fucking Crack" Da Said "So You Cut Us Off Because She's On Crack, I Had To Fight Men Off Me And Lo, I Got Fucking Raped, Something That Would Have Never Happened If You Were There, You Just Threw Me And Lo To The Side While Your Other Children Lived The Damn Life, We Lived With Nothing" I Cried

"Bahja Can We Start Over?" Da Said "No Im Grown I'll Be 20 Years Old Next Month, 20 Years I Can't Give You, And 18 Years Of Lo Life, I'm Doing Fine Now Just Burn In Hell Ok" I Cried Walking Away From Them Into Santo's Dressing Room, My Emotions Was On High

I Was Having Flashbacks So I Just Screamed, Santo Ran In The Room "Bahja" Santo Said Grabbing My Face Making Me Look At Him, My Breathing Escalated, "What's Wrong" Santo Said, Ever Since I Was Younger When I Got Upset, My Asthma Acted Up, But Since I Really Didn't Need My Asthma Pump Anymore I Trashed It I Know A Dumb Move

"Bahja It's Not That Serious, He Don't Deserve You As A Daughter" Santo Said I Couldn't Breathe, I Was Gasping "Tish" Santo Yelled She Came Running In The Room, "I Don't Know What's Going On, I Thought She Was Upset, But I Don't Know" Santo Said He Got Sad Ass Fuck, "Santo Snap The Fuck Out Of It, She's Gonna Be Fine, She's Not Gonna Die" Tish Yelled At Him

He Always Go Into This Depression Mode When Something Happens To Me, We Always Gotta Remind Him Ain't Shit Wrong With Me Hopefully, "Can You Breathe Bahja?" Doctor Asked He Always Comes On Tour With Santo Incase Of An Emergency, I Shook My Head No

"She's Gonna Die, Oh No Man Why Do Bad Shit Always Happen To Me" Santo Said Tish Smacked The Hell Out Of Him, "Do You Have Asthma?" Doctor Asked I Nodded Quickly Trying To Get A Word Out But It Didn't Work

"Where's Your Asthma Pump" Doctor Asked I Shrugged "Ok Santo I Need You" Doctor Said Santo Just Stood There Frozen In His Spot "Okay Then Tish, There's Another Way To Get Her Asthma To Simulate Down, To Calm Her Breathing Just Rub Her Back, Keep Her In A Calm Setting" Doctor Said

Tish Did What Was Told And I Felt Myself Regaining Control Of My Breathing Again, I Looked At Santo "I'm Sorry" Santo Said Walking Out The Dressing Room "Santo" I Regained My Voice

"You Ok?" Tish Asked I Nodded "Don't Scare Me Like That, Be On The Bus And Go Get Santo, I Got To Get You A Backup Inhaler" Tish Said I Sighed Getting Up Walking Out The Dressing Room And The Building Seeing Santo Leaning On The Bus "What's Wrong" I Asked

"I Feel Useless" Santo Said "Look Bad Boy I Know Yo Past Fucking With You, But Don't Let It Get To You, You Went Into Shock It's Okay" I Said "I Wish The Whole Memory Would Push Out My Brain But It Ain't And Gone Keep Resurfacing Back Up" Santo Said

"How Was She Like?" I Asked "Who?" Santo Said "Your Old Girlfriend That Passed" I Said "Same Age As Me, She Liked To Wear The Bright Ass Colors In Her Head Just Like You, About The Same Height As You, Brownskin Just Like You, She Always Lit Up A Room When She Smiled Just Like You" Santo Said

I Noticed As He Finished Every Fact Off He Said Just Like You "She Had The Worst Attitude, But I Could Handle It, She Was My Bestfriend Before Anything" Santo Said "Chres Do I Remind You Of Her?" I Asked

He Nodded "And That's Fine, But You Gotta Remember I'm Not Her And Nothing's Gonna Happen To Me Hopefully, Just Chill" I Said "I'm Trying" Santo Said "Ion Like Seeing You Like This, I Like The Bad Boy Santo" I Said He Smiled

"Now Let's Go We Gotta Fly To Atl Tomorrow We Need Sleep" I Said Intertwine Our Fingers

Chapter Kinda Sucky But Work a With Me And I Haven't Updated In Forever Sorry

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