I'm walking at the park as I observe the small drops of rain . I look above and saw how dark the clouds turn out . How silly of me , I didn't even bring umbrella. The drops are getting bigger and fast as it fall . This is the same atmosphere as I remember . Raining very hard , as I waited at the same place , he didn't appear again . I was left out alone again . I come again hoping that he's still here . How many years? Oh it's been 15 years .
"Heaven , wait "
He said as I run , he really can't catch me .
"Faster River"
I shouted since I'm far from him.
"Let's stop for now and get inside , it's about to rain"
I sadly walk towards him as I saw him running to me.
"Out " he said as he touches me .
A smile form into my face and we continue playing again. We didn't think of how the sisters will shout at us with our soaked clothes. As long as we are happy playing together , enjoying each other's side , we will not stop.
A hot liquid flows on my face as I remember the old days . How happy I am every time it rains , the clouds might cry but it's just because it's too heavy already to handle , even I can't hide how I feel that tears falls every time it rains. In this way , no one will know.
"Heaven , what are you doing? Let's go back to your room" as my nurse yells at me .
"You know how your parents will hate it " she sounds concern at the same time mad
I didn't response , for 5 years , no one hears my voice . I'm hiding it , as I hide what I feel.
I'm inside my room now as my nurse dries my hair . I'm all soaked , and she is used to it.
"Hijah , don't do that again , it'll just worsen your case , you know that already" she said lovingly and I felt her understanding.
She goes out after drying my hair.
I look outside , it's still raining and I can see the beautiful nature from here . I get my camera as I take a picture of what I see . I smiled as it turned out to be very beautiful.
I'm about to put back my camera when I accidentally bump my hand into a picture frame .
It looks old and this is the first time I've seen this .
A picture of a young me with the orphans . I stare blankly at it as I remembered the past.
