Broken

Tears

The confusion

The frustrations

Everything that boils in my head

Why

Why do we overthink

Why do we hurt

Why do we Look for other ways to escape

Drugs

Alcohal

Money

Why can't we stop crying rivers behind the closed doors

Why can't we really trust

Really love

Why don't we believe in what we do anymore

Why do we live when our lives aren't ours

Why don't i give up. 

I guess I have to be confused

Maybe frustrated

Maybe the anxiety is just temporary

Maybe the pain let's us know we are still alive

Maybe we don't do the right things to escape the pain 

Maybe the drugs get us through the day

maybe the money makes us look good.

NO 

maybe its just

I just cry the rivers so i can build a boat to get over it with

I overthink because my optimism has run out

maybe i can't over dose because i know one day the love and my life with not only be real but feel real too.

maybe i feel the pain and cry these warm deep tears so that one day i can motivate the people who feel this same way to get up and wipe their face, build a damn bridge and get over it

move on

smile sometimes and not just fake it 

put your razors back together and put them to good use

build up the self confidence

xoxo ****** Love yourself And Everything You are ****** xoxo