The Reason I Talk Again

Chapter 2: Mate History 101

"Humans have a whole soul. when the first werewolf changed it was a very painful experience, when we first change its painful also. The reason for that is that your turning into a giant wolf and internally your soul is being ripped in half and the half ripped off is replaced with your wolf's soul. As a werewolf we have three parts to the soul. The one part that is missing is the joint soul of your mate. Once that piece is connected your soul, as a human would, be whole once more. When you have a mate there is a connection that can't be broken. The only time it's broken is when your mate rejects you. The perks to having a mate is that you can feel what your mate feels, the person never grows old, the person's senses are heightened and you can talk to each other threw your souls, but only when you complete the connection. As of right now your connection with this girl isn't completed. How you complete it you ask is you have to actually mate with this person. Other then that the connection is never actually going to be complete. When you actually complete the connection the person goes threw extreme pain afterwards because like your first change their souls are being ripped in half and being replaced with the joint soul that you two have. Mates also have this fiery sensation where if your away from your mate it's there. The only way only way to extinguish the feeling is by being close to this person. The fiery sensation can be really annoying and it pushes you to be closer to your mate, sometimes it feels like your on prickly needles. If your mate dies you will slowly go crazy because the fiery sensation actually turns painful and you will eventually die. The soul is what binds you to your mate an when that soul no longer exists in the body it goes to heaven and that is to far away.
So with that said that is all the history I have on mates." I stared at him.

Wow. Now that I think about it I feel a itchy sensation that I really haven't noticed because my minds been somewhere else.

I heard the door open and saw Relisa, Estevan's mate, come threw the door.

"We have company Estevan. Would you like something to eat hon." She asked me.

I had to go back home I needed to process all the information that I was just given.

I shook my head and started towards the door. I waved to both of them goodbye.

I remember when I first changed it felt like I was being put in the depths of hell to burn.

I took off into the woods on the side off the house and changed into a 8 foot tall pure white wolf with a black and white swirled tail.

FLASHBACK....

I was in my shack of a house with my 3 sisters and 4 brothers, sitting at the table. We were in England in a town that was just a dot in the middle of no where.

I was 17 and we were talking about putting my youngest sibling, Goerge, out of the house onto the street. I was arguing against my father.

"We shall not put our own flesh and blood on the street. Father you have no heart."

"This is not your decision your just a child stay in your place and sit down."

"No I will not sit down your a .."

He slapped me before I could finish my sentence.

I was in shock. My father had never hit me before. I don't know wether to be sad or angered. I choose to be angry.

I punched square in the nose.

I walked out of the house, fuming I heard my mother calling me. I ignored it.

I walked in the woods just being angry. it was my birthday which made me more angry, I'm stuc...

I started to writhe in pain on the damp floor. I started yelling like a maniac. My skin was turning into fur and my bones were cracking everywhere and there is this unbearable pain in my stomach.

I continued in pain for a few more minutes till I no longer on two feet but on four hands.

I ran towards a river near by and looked into it for a mirroring back. I saw a giant white wolf.

'Hello'

Who is there.

I turned around but saw nothing.

'In here'

In where.

'In your head'

Who are you. What kind of sorcery is this, why am I a animal.

'Your a wolf man, you can turn into a mighty wolf'

Why am I this? Who bestowed this curse upon me?

'It's not a curse your born this way child your seventeen which binds you to a wolf today, you bafoon'

I couldn't go home I am not a man I once was so I did the only thing I could do. I ran.

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That was the last time I saw my family face to face and I left with my father on such a bad note.

That is where I also got the name bafoon from. I'm not sure if he knows my real name.

I continued running till I came to a stop and just thought for a while.

A mate huh this is a big change. Im not sure if its a good or bad change but I'll have to wait to find out.