Just Another Cup Of Coffee

Darkness or brightness

Those last few days turned to hell.

I call mum even though she has died of cancer last year.

I had no one left.

I sit down and delete my you tube account and just watch some videos.

I sit down at the window watching the coffee shop.

I sat there for about an hour.

Yesterday was a beautiful day.

Today is a rainy day.

Until

I look down at the coffee shop and guess who it was.

It was my crush from second grade I rush down to greet him but the time I got there he

Had already met up with a girl.

I turn my back and run up stairs.

That moment I thought I could change my rainy day to something sunny.

I was wrong.

And forever I will be.